~Victor POV~
This was obviously not what I wanted. I couldn’t see a way where I could remain married to Isabella, but I didn’t want for her to walk into the scene she just did between me and Amelia. I hated seeing the pain in her eyes. There was a time I could never imagine causing her pain or not doing everything in my power to rid that pain from her, but now all I saw, when I looked at her, was her and Nicolai f*****g. I couldn’t bear to even look at her, which was profoundly sad for me. It felt like I was stuck in a never-ending loop of anger, pain and jealousy. It seemed like all we could offer each other now, was pain and hurt, hurt and pain. I had barely had time to process my feelings towards Bella’s infidelity, but now found myself dealing with my own guilt over what just happene
