Chapter 4
I knew I’d made a mistake as soon as I flicked off the lamp. And now I lay there staring at him as the dim light of dusk cast a silvery glow against his bare skin. It was thirty minutes until eight. I was wide awake as he gently snored against my chest. My d**k aimed high for the ceiling. His lay rigid against my thigh.
I knew that I would fall in love with him. In a week, a month, maybe even the next day. It was inevitable. But not for Benny. We joked about the whole gay thing, but the whole gay thing was the whole everything, at least for me. He had no problem jacking me off. We were dudes doing dude stuff. He kissed me chastely, like you kissed a pet. Brothers. I said we were brothers. It felt that way, too, but I felt something more, something he would never feel, could nev
