Angel / Ernesto POV
Angel / Ernesto Angel - We are finally getting married and I know that I was having cold feet. Ernesto’s mama walked in and I told her what if we were moving to fast and what if he decides that he doesn’t want me anymore and what if he hits me like Emiliano used to do. I was seriously losing my s**t here and I kept pacing back and forth, and hyperventilating. I know that Ernesto is an amazing man, but I kept thinking that why would he want someone like me who is broken and only brought his family so many problems. He could get someone way better than me, someone that was not broken. His mama came to hold me in her arms and was rubbing my back trying to calm me down and it was helping a little, but I needed to talk with Ernesto to tell him what I was feeling. I love him so much and I need
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