The footsteps didn’t match mine.
I stopped.
They stopped too.
My stomach dropped. My knees felt hollow. I stared at my reflection in a dark storefront window, pretending to check my hair. My hand shook. I forced it into my pocket.
Nothing obvious behind me. Just the street. A flickering neon sign. A parked car with one dim headlight.
Empty. I told myself it was empty.
I started walking again.
Three steps. Four.
There.
The sound again. Soft. Controlled. Not loud enough to be a threat, but too consistent to be an accident.
My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag until the leather creaked. I hated that sound. It made me feel exposed.
I didn’t turn around. Turning around made it real. Turning around made me prey.
I sped up, trying to look casual. My breath was shallow. My lungs were tight.
This is stupid. I told myself. Paranoid. It was just someone else walking. It had to be.
I turned the corner toward my building. The streetlight flickered. On. Off.
For a second, the world went black. My chest constricted.
I noticed something. A piece of pink gum stuck to the pavement near the entrance. Flattened. Old.
My brain was latching onto useless details because it didn't want to process the shadow behind me.
I fumbled for my keys.
Dropped them.
The metal hit the concrete with a sharp ring. It echoed too loud in the quiet street. My fingers scrambled for them, sliding against the cold ground. I dropped them again.
“f**k,” I whispered.
My voice sounded small. Pathetic.
I grabbed the keys and forced the lock. It stuck. It always stuck.
Behind me—footsteps.
Closer. Not rushing. That was worse. Running meant panic; this was deliberate.
My throat went dry. I spun around, my shoulder hitting the doorframe.
Nothing.
The empty street. The broken headlight. The gum.
I stood there, breathing hard. I was losing it. No one was there.
Something moved. To the side. Peripheral.
My heart slammed against my ribs. I stepped back, hitting the door.
Still nothing. No face. No body. Just the heavy weight of being watched.
I shoved the door open and slipped inside, slamming it behind me. The sound boomed through the empty stairwell.
I pressed my back against the wood. Listening.
Ten seconds. Twenty.
Silence.
I forced myself up the stairs. My legs felt like lead.
Halfway up, I stopped. I thought I heard something below. Near the door.
I held my breath. Nothing.
I stayed there until my thighs started to shake. I hated it. I hated my body for betraying me.
I climbed the rest of the way, fumbling the keys again at my apartment door. The metal scraped uselessly before finally sliding in.
I pushed inside and locked it. The chain. The second lock.
I leaned my forehead against the door. The wood was cold. Solid.
Not safe. Just a cage.
I walked into the apartment. It smelled of cheap lemon cleaning spray. Artificial and sharp. It reminded me this wasn’t home. Just a place to hide.
I moved toward the window. I told myself I wasn't checking.
I was checking.
I pulled the curtain back a fraction. The street looked normal. Empty.
My chest loosened. Just a little.
I let the curtain fall.
I'm fine. Nothing happened.
A shadow moved.
My hand froze on the fabric. Slowly, I pulled it back again.
There. Across the street. Near the car with the broken headlight.
A shape. Standing too still.
My heart stuttered. I leaned closer to the glass.
The shape didn't move. It didn't approach. It just stayed there.
Watching.
I stepped back, my heel catching on the rug. I almost fell.
“Stop,” I whispered. My voice shook.
I grabbed my phone. My thumb hovered over the screen.
Who was I going to call? There was no one. That realization hit harder than the shadow outside.
I looked at my contacts anyway. My thumb stayed over his name. I didn't tap it.
He’d made his choice. He’d left.
The shadow moved. Closer.
I dropped the curtain like it could see me through the glass. My chest ached. I backed away until my legs hit the couch.
I sat down. I pressed my hands between my knees to stop the shaking. It didn’t work.
I stared at the door. Waiting.
The silence was worse than a noise.
I stood up and walked to the kitchen. Opened a cabinet. Closed it. My brain was stalling.
I reached for a glass. My hand slipped.
It shattered.
The sound was like a gunshot. I flinched, my heart racing.
I crouched to pick up the pieces. A shard sliced my finger.
“Shit.”
I sucked in a breath, watching the blood well up.
Then—headlights flashed across the kitchen wall. Bright. Sudden.
I froze.
I stood up and walked back to the window. My heart was too loud now.
I pulled the curtain back.
A motorcycle. Matte black.
My breath caught.
The rider didn’t move. He didn’t look up. He just sat there.
Protecting. Or hunting. I couldn’t tell the difference anymore.
My fingers tightened on the curtain.
Why was he here? After leaving me? After watching me fall apart?
I wanted to go down there. I wanted to scream at him. I wanted to tell him to go to hell.
I didn’t move.
I let go of the curtain and stepped back. Away from the window. Away from him.
The apartment felt smaller. The walls were closing in.
I sat on the couch, staring at the door.
Outside, the engine hummed. He stayed.
I wasn’t alone anymore. And I wasn’t free either.