Isabelle's P.O.V While me and Nessa drove back home I was still lost in my thoughts. I realized that I have been so unfair to Alex he deserves more then a girl who's always too busy for her own mate. He left everything to come on this trip with me. He left his businesses he left his pack. While I cant even spend a full day with him without f*****g it up. "oh my god Izzy just f*****g end it already mate with him and lets all go back to L.A" says Nessa while looking at the road. "look I want to I really do I want Alex to be all mine and I want to be his but I don't want to bring him into the world I'm in." "Izzy there's nothing wrong with your world" says Nessa giving me soft eyes. "yes there is Nessa I f*****g KILL people for a living I work in a gang and I'm also about to b

