"fight till one of them submits or dies"
I felt my chest tighten and a knot began to tie itself at the pit of my belly. I felt like I was going to throw up, but only that there was nothing to throw up.
"When will this happen?" I asked
"The council hasn't decided yet but it should be very soon" she said
Mira was saying something but at that point I had tuned her out. The knot in my stomach was getting tighter and tighter, I felt so guilty yet a part of me kept saying it wasn't my fault.
BUT THEY FOUGHT BECAUSE OF ME!
I didn't even bother telling Mira anything and I just walked off, in the direction of Margaret's room.
"Where are you going!" Mira yelled after me.
I didn't bother turning around and I just kept walking forward.
"What happened to sober buddies" she yelled again.
