We’ve already set up a schedule for the month. Sorry,
but there are no available shifts that you can take,’ chirstine
says, looking at me with shitty regret. I hate it. If she'd
taken some effort, she could have found a couple of shifts
next week, but...
‘It's OK, I understand,’ I say with a tight smile. Tight is
a keyword here. But, judging by Mel's wrinkled face, I
didn’t say anything special.
I leave the boss’s office in a terrible mood. I was
refused a bank loan, there are no free shifts in the
restaurant, and my friends do not have enough money. It's
a matter of fact that I am up to my eyeballs in s**t, and I
have no idea how to get out of this stinky substance. Should
I go to Sicily and ask a mafia boss to lend me some money?
Even smiling moneybags in the hall do not put me in a
better mood. They don't tip much, just a few pounds, and I
would hardly get about fifty pounds by the middle of the
shift. I feel terrible until a familiar face appears in the
doorway.
Damn it! What the hell is she doing here? She’s
looking gorgeous – a luxury fur jacket, high heel boots, and
a tiny Chanel purse. A successful man in an expensive suit
accompanies her. They walk arm-in-arm to a reserved table
not far from the service area.
Damn Stephanie gabriel, my personal headache from high
school! What if she sees me? I remember her teasing me
for accidentally stepping on a piece of s**t, and now she's
going to make fun of me for my white apron and floor-
length skirt, not to mention my signature hairstyle.
‘Could you wait on that table?’ I ask Susan, the only
person I can count on in the restaurant, as she passes by.
‘Your acquaintances?’
‘That's not the word for it.’
I go to the service area to wait for the next customer.
Thank God she didn’t seem to notice me. The shift runs
smoothly, although I occasionally glance at my former
classmate and stay away from the table to avoid being
seen. I hope they leave soon. I don't want any problems at
my only well-paid job, but they will occur if Stephanie gabriel
sees me in the waitress uniform.
However, this couple is in no hurry. They slowly look
through the menu, stare at each other, and talk like good
friends. At first glance, you cannot find any fault. They look
like a perfect couple until you notice a ring on the man's
finger and Stephanies left foot in a patent-leather high heel boot
that is neatly arranged between the feet of her companion.
Well, that’s not my business. Hell with it. I have to do
my job.
I quickly integrate into the restaurant environment: I
put on my customer-oriented smile, as required by
etiquette, bring and take away dishes without any
incidents, as my shift is gradually coming to an end. My
legs are aching, just like always. I wish I could just go to
bed and get some sleep. The longer the better. Sweet
dreams.
‘Guess what... A couple has had a bit of nookie in WC!’
Lizzy says in an excited voice, drawing everyone's
attention in the cramped staff room.
‘Games of the rich. Another parody of the ‘Fifty
shades’?’ shalom asks, pulling her sweater on.
‘You have no idea. The poor girl was barely alive. But,
you know, that’s a bit odd. They left a decent tip but had
sex in the WC as if there were no motels around. By the
way, leo thanks for the table!’ lizzy waves a fan of
currency. Three hundred pounds. Holy smokes! I should
have wiped the slate clean and behaved like a professional.
‘Look who’s there, stinky Leo!’ Stephanie shouts from behind
the bushes. Are you going to have a shower when you get a
boyfriend, or will your Humbert be all right with your
stinky ass?’
No way! I’ll never forgive this b***h!
I put on my jacket and get out of the locker room.
Damn, a new hole appeared in the pocket from the outside.
The jacket won't protect me from the chilly wind. The snow
has recently fallen to the kids’ delight, but it will surely
melt tomorrow. I’ll buy a new jacket after max's recovery.
‘Hey, Leo!’ lizzy catches me almost at the exit. ‘Take
it,’ she hands over the tip she's earned.
‘What? No, you shouldn’t.’
‘You need money. Come on, take it,’ she puts the
money into my pocket. That’s a bad idea. Bills can fly every
which way.
‘Thank you,’ her sudden generosity makes me smile.
Some people unwittingly help you without even knowing
that you are in need, but, it makes me feel better.
Well, I should get out of here. I'll get to my room, go to
bed, and forget this terrible day, at least until the next
morning when all the pile-up problems will fall upon me.
Besides...
‘Sorry, it looks like I left my purse in the restaurant...’
Guess who I'm running into at the doorway of a
restaurant? No, this is not a mafia boss ready to lend me
fifteen thousand!
‘Holy Jesus! Dolores green! Hi there!’ Alice throws
her arms around my neck and pulls me into a hug. What?
Why does she look happy? Stephanie Lasky gives me a hug! Am I
sleeping? This is something new.
‘Hi there, Stephanie!’
‘I didn’t expect to see you here!’
Is she drawling her speech on purpose, or do I feel this
way because tiredness after the long shift begins to take
over me? At least she didn’t have a chance to see me in the
waitress uniform and laugh at me in the restaurant! Well,
OK, I’ve got enough hugs. It's time to get out of here until
she starts teasing me.
‘Do you work here?’ Her gray eyes are shining with
curiosity. ‘I saw you serving customers.’
Damn it! I thought that I had been safe and
successfully escaped her attention. How could she notice
me?
‘Yes, I work here, as you can see.’
‘Is your shift over? How about having a drink? Come
on; I'll give you a ride home.’
Just imagine this picture in your mind: the girl who
once called me the smelly nymphet smiles at me in a
friendly manner and invites me to have a drink. Am I
awake? Or is this just a dream?
‘Well...’
‘Come on! The limo is waiting!’ She pulls me to the
exit.
I hardly believe in her sincerity and good intentions
until I see a luxurious white Hummer by the entrance. Stephanie
gives me a broad smile. The dark-skinned driver politely
opens the door, waiting for us. However, Stephanie is in no hurry
to get into the car. She is looking at me attentively.
‘Come on! Why are you being so shy?’
I am not shy. My brother is dying in the hospital, and I
am short of money and terribly tired after the shift. Lord, I
am done. I worked like a dog. And she wants me to hang
out.
‘You know, I am tired to death. I can barely hold my
eyes open. Let’s have a drink next time!’
‘No problem, we can have a drink in the car. I have a
bottle of champagne. Come on, get into the car!’
OK, I am sold. I get into the luxury vehicle at my own
risk. For some reason, it looks like a nightclub on wheels.
The lights are radiating all the colors of the rainbow, and
dancing music is coming from speakers in the corners. We
drive off, but I can hardly feel it. It is impossible to sense
whether the driver hits the gas or brake. I’d eagerly live in
this limo.
‘Where do you live?’
I give the address of a hostel on the outskirts of
London. It's a good neighborhood, but it's for common
people, not for the rich like Stephanie.
Stephanie gets a bottle of Dom Perignon from under the
seat, hands it to the driver, and a few moments later, he
gives her back the uncorked bottle. Alice pours sparkling
liquid into the glasses and says solemnly:
‘Well, let's drink to our meeting!’
Sure, I missed you so much, darling. We’re great
friends! I’m a beggar with a bunch of problems, and she is
a rich lady with straight posture and a well-to-do boyfriend.
I doubt that they are married since she doesn't have a
wedding ring on her left hand. But she is used to fine wine
that costs my monthly salary per bottle.
I sip the wine and immediately get drunk while Stephanie
swigs off her glass and still looks sober.
‘What a buzz. Jude is a nice boy,’ the girl says in a
relaxed voice, shoving her blonde hair back.
‘Hope you don't mean the Duke of Cambridge.’
‘Hope is all we have,’ she winks at me with her
perfectly made-up right eye. ‘Relax, I am kidding. Anyway,
Jude is sweet. He lent me this nice limo.’
‘I thought it’s your vehicle.’
In response, she just bursts out laughing, her feet are
high, almost on the seat, and her neat soft purple dress is
hiked up. I didn’t mean it to sound like a joke.
‘I haven't made enough money yet.’
‘Then... Does jude maintain you? Or maybe...’
‘Look, if you want to satisfy your curiosity, ask me
directly. Yes, I'm dating jude, and he's giving me lavish
gifts,’ she points at the luxury interior of the limousine.
‘Oh, you are just dating, aren't you? I thought he was
married.’
Yes, I still remember the gold ring on his finger.
‘Actually, it's not your business. Why do you ask? Are
you envious of me?’
God, is she serious? Does she enjoy showing off and
bragging to a poor loser? Does Stephanie try to claim that she
lives a luxurious life while lousy people work hard to
survive? Or is she kidding?
The stern face of Mrs. Cole, the sick face of
Max, and the sympathetic face of Dr. Brian are flashing
in my mind. And the news of my brother's complications
makes me more angry and desperate. The slight booziness
is immediately fading away, being replaced with rage.
‘Stop the car,’ I say to the blonde, and she stares at me
in disbelief. According to movies, there must be a button to
activate a speakerphone to communicate with a driver.
Where can it be? I can’t find it.
‘What's wrong?’
‘I told you to stop the car! I don't want to stay here.’
‘Easy now! Don't get your panties in a bunch,’ she
says, stroking my shoulders. I don't push her aside just for
the sake of decency. ‘I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you.’
‘It's great that you still remember.’
Stephanie freezes for a while. Perhaps she remembers why
they started calling me smelly Lolita. But, judging by the
furrowed brow and faded smile on her doll-like face, these
memories haven’t disappeared from her bright head yet.
‘I admit it was much my fault then as it is now. Sorry,’
she says suddenly. ‘Let’s just relax and enjoy our lives.’
‘Enjoy life? Really?’ I finally lose my temper. ‘My
brother is in the hospital, I’ll be expelled from the
university soon.I barely have time to eat in a restaurant and
drink tea in a dorm! I need a huge amount of money by the
end of the month, and I have no idea what bank to rob to
save my brother's life!’ I start shouting without noticing it,
and Stephanies face falls a full inch, but I don't care. ‘I am
screwed! If he dies, just like my parents... If I stay...’
Damn it! A stupid lump in my throat! Why are you
stuck there at the worst possible moment? Why do my
emotions overwhelm me as I nestle my face in the shoulder
of a girl who I’ve hated since my childhood, and sob like a
baby? I’ve never cried. Never! Even at my parents' funeral,
I, unlike Max, didn't shed a tear. Well, maybe I cried, but
just a little.
I survived that grief, but now I feel like my world is
falling apart.
I feel soft hands stroking my head while I’m sniffling
into Stephanie Gabriel geouse dress.she probablydid the
right thing by taking off her newfangled vest. My tears
would have destroyed the fur, and I would be paying for it
for the rest of my life.
‘Cry, it will make you feel better,’ she whispers,
rocking me like a baby.
‘No, it won’t...’
‘If you pull yourself together now, I'll tell you where
you can quickly get the money.’
What? Money? Quickly? Could she borrow some money
from her Cambridge prince? But all the questions should be
left behind.
I try to stop sniffing, wipe my eyes with a napkin from
my bag, and stare at Stephanie I hated and cursed that
girl, but now she could be my only hope to save Max.
‘What can I do?’
Stephani surveys me from head to foot, but this time her glance is not excited as it was when we met but appraising her eyes are scanning me like a metal detector. You have a pretty face a nice splender figure as hes numbles under her breath, charlie change of plans drive us to my place.
Wait! We're are we going??