I don't know what to say in response to him. It was already late at night and I could not sleep. My phone was in my hand, yet I had no idea how to reply. He was engaged to someone else, so why is he doing this?
"Ugh! Damn it!" I ran my hands through my hair out of frustration. I hugged my pillow and felt my eyes getting hot; I think I am losing it! Who would have thought that life would take such a sudden turn within an instant? Tears streamed down my face as I couldn't understand why my heart was hurting like this.
Before, I was struggling and living on the streets, but despite all the difficulties, I still found joy in small moments. Why when things got better - having a comfortable home and money - didn't make me any happier?
Back then, I only ever saw pictures of the Turner
