Alex is waiting outside my building when the car pulls up. He doesn’t ask why I called. He doesn’t ask why my voice sounded like that on the phone. He’s just there, jacket, takeout bag, wine, the whole Alex emergency kit, leaning against the wall like a man who has nowhere better to be. “Thai,” he says, holding up the bag. “The good place.” “You didn’t have to come.” “You called me at six-thirty on a Tuesday sounding like someone scraped you out with a spoon. I was coming whether you asked or not.” He falls into step beside me. “Richard?” “Voicemail. Three callbacks. I answered the third.” “And?” “And I told him he’s inconveniently alive and to lose my number.” He looks at me. His mouth pulls not quite a smile. Softer. The look he gets when I do something that reminds h

