Elle My heart shatters at Lucah’s words and I open my mouth to ask him if he blames me for this but decide against it. This is not about me, it’s about him and he’s hurting. I need to put my feelings aside and let him do what he needs to do for him to get better. If that means placing the blame on me, then I just have to bear it, but I’m so scared of losing him and I feel like I am. I feel him move after a moment of silence and soon feel his breath on my hair as he places a kiss on the side of my head before getting off the bed. I don’t move or look at him. I can’t, not right now. I hear him grab his car keys and walk out of the room, and I curl myself into a ball, sobbing louder, hearing his footsteps walk away. I should have known it was too good to be true. Luna It’s 3:28 am and I’m

