I felt terrible for keeping our news away from Darius. He keeps assuring me that it's OK, it's over with, but still it didn't stop the guilt. It was out now, everyone knew and everyone was ecstatic. Hailey was glad she would have someone to mom with. I was still terrified, happy, nervous but terrified. I was scared to screw it up. Weirdly, I had loving parents, maybe too loving at times. So it's not as if I didn't have good role models.
We had just finished having a lovely meal with all our family and friends. I was shattered. Hailey told me it happened to her at the beginning, extreme tiredness, and now it was happening to her again that she was nearing the end. " I think I need to go lay down " I whispered into Darius's ear. We were all still sitting around the table, laughing and jo
