My dear me, the invisible

Lesson XVII: What I have learned

Lesson XVII: What I have learned

Life is terribly funny.

In more than a crude and ironic sense it just makes me want to cry to hysterical laughter.

I mean, this is all a huge game of our own making. Sometimes you win, yes… However, you almost always lose. You can't always win, that's inconceivable.

But oh, you can lose as many times as you want and learn from that failure. So that? You will ask yourself and it is very simple; to test sometimes that little space of victory.

You know, that moment when you feel on top and your worst fears are unleashed. An example? The fall, I mean, everyone knows that the higher you go, the more the fall hurts. Anyway, this is our little and long game of life. Sometimes you go up and other times you go down.

Where am I? Probably in limbo. Neither up nor down. I'm just there… Floating for no reason, letting myself be carried away by the ordinary calm of time.

Working to earn money, earning money to spend on my survival or empty social outings that leave nothing but hollow laughter in my thoughts, striving to study and thus expand my possibilities ... It's all so strange.

Even though it's a game that you know is absurd… You just keep going because, oh. There is a factor that can turn your days into nights and your nights into days and that is the simple fact that nothing is written yet.

Isn't that exciting factor?