Huguel

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Huguel is lonely depressive is suicidal, Huguel lives alone in fevela alligator South, Huguel tries to kill himself several times, but gives up soon after. He is only a few years older than his friends at school, but sometimes thinks that they don't really care about him because he hasn't done anything interesting. He has never had good relationships outside his family because of his depression, he tries to avoid his depression by hiding it and pretending that everything is fine until one day everyone finds out and it gets worse than before. He doesn't want to be known as a failure and be judged on how he acts,Huguel wants to be recognized, Huguel wants to idolize him, and most importantly, Huguel wants to be loved.

He always tries to find someone who cares about him, but no matter how hard he tried, he was always rejected. Everyone seems to have their own reasons,

some simply can not stand to see him, while others have other opinions about his condition. Almost six months have passed, and yet he was not noticed, or even recognized that he existed. He begins to get worried and feel useless as time goes by, he spends hours lying in bed thinking about what to do,his mother opens the door to Huguel's room if patience is screaming, Huguel time to go to school walks! and then she would leave without a word leaving Huguel alone again, he feels useless. He knows it wasn't her fault for not wanting to spend money on him, he knew she was trying to protect him, but it still hurts, he hates seeing her worry,and he hates feeling useless, especially when it comes to his mother, Huguel pick up his things when he notices a pocket knife in the kitchen sink Huguel suffered a lot of bullyng because of his strange way for Huguel to be defend from bullies picked up the pocket knife is kept in his pocket, the blade is short, but it makes him feel stronger. Huguel left and went to school, when Huguel is entering the school, the 5 bullies surround him,