But with Marnie, I know I am on safe hands. She will never leave me or abandon me if something goes wrong in our experiments. I am sure, things will turn out great. I hope so! You know now that I have realized it, it was never my family, bashers or bullies that made me feel inferior, it is me, who let others bring me down and mock me. I let them destroy the happiness, innocence and positivity I had for myself, my knowledge and love for myself. I have ended that mockery, pain, insecurity, comparison and end the belief that I am weak, stupid or really innocent. I am not and never will be. Like the song from Epic Music which I heard from Marnie’s grandma’s collection, There is a Hero in Us, I am my own hero, I am my own savior. God saves, people helps us but we need to help ourselves first to
