After I left Ivy's room I couldn't breathe or think I hated myself for being so f*****g selfish i mean Ivy is everything I could ever ask for I still couldn't believe I let my d**k do the thinking for me and I lost the one good person in my life "hey man what's up? Are you cool Leo?" Jahlil asked me as I stepped out on the front porch "he...he rejected me,and he knew about Morgan" I said as I took a seat next to him on the steps "well look at it like this you can do what you want now without hiding it" he says with a smirk and a joint in his mouth "I wanted to be happy with him but I let my urges take over, I don't even like Morgan come to think about it I'm not even gay" I said just as I realized that I only clung to Ivy because he was my mate I accepted being gay for him but now...I don'
