The Confused One

Episode 7

I woke up and feeling terrible, I ran to my bathroom and I threw up everything I ate the day before.

I spent at least 2 hours with my head down the toilet bowl.

When I started feeling a little better I took a quick shower and got dressed in some comfy clothes because I cannot for the life of me be bothered with getting dressed all nice and fancy today.

I put some food in a lunchbox for me to eat later because I can’t right now as I feel so sick.

I got into my car and slowly drove to the warehouse greeting the guards at the entrance.

I made my way into the warehouse and as I made my way into my office I could clearly see most gang members giving me a weird look on my outfit, I ignored and kept walking.

As soon as got into my office I picked up an empty frame and placed a picture of the ultrasound on it.

I’m feeling so terrible right now and knowing that at the end of the journey I’ll get my baby makes things so much better and worth it.

I started on work, i can no longer so on missions and shipment collecting because it’s so dangerous so I have to get use to sitting behind my desk and filling out paperwork.

As much as I love the excitement of having a gun in my hand and going n into dangerous situations I love this baby more.

I filled out paperwork for maybe a couple of hours after that I picked up my lunchbox to eat something and the smell of the food really made me wanna be sick again, I thought about just skipping eating but then I remembered how bad that would be for the baby so I walked to the warehouse kitchen and picked out something to eat there.

I ate the only food that didn’t make me wanna through up and then I walked back up to my office.

Before I actually went into my office I made sure to stop at all locations around the warehouse of where things are supposed to be happening to make sure everybody is in order.

I had to make sure the people who were supposed to be training were training.

The people who were supposed to be tracking were tracking.

And many more.

By the time I was finished checking up and helping in some places my legs were hurting like a little b***h.

I was finally able to get back to my office and as soon as I opened the door I was taken a back seeing Lucas sitting on my chair looking the most serious I’ve ever seen him.

“Lucas?” I called out unsurely.

“Lucas you better not even think of playing a stupid prank on me you can’t do that now.” I said to him sternly when he didn’t answer when I called his name.

“Why are you acting so weirdly.” I demanded and walked over to him.

“That’s the baby.” Lucas said leaving me slightly confused and trying to figure out if what he said was a statement or a question.

“Lucas there’s no reason for you to be freaking out.” I said to him and extended my arm to lay the frame with the ultrasound flat.

“Yeah.” He said getting up from my chair and then leaving the office without saying anything else.

“He’s so strange.” I mumbled to myself as I sat down on my chair and lifted the frame back up.

Lucas’s POV 

If I have to say the truth I have to admit that I completely forgot about Charlotte getting pregnant.

Of course the time we spent together has not left my mind however the fact that we spent that time together to get her pregnant completely escaped my mind.

I had been at the warehouse for hours waiting for Charlotte to finally arrive and when she did I was a busy training some newbies so I couldn’t go talk to her.

When I was finally free and went to talk to her she was no longer at her office.

I saw an open lunchbox filled with food so I guessed she’d be back in a little while so I went and sat on her chair.

I was pretty took back when I saw the ultrasound picture in the frame. 

It hit really hard because I knew that it was the baby, half my baby.

When I said about helping her I knew that the baby would be hers however now I could only think that that baby was half me.

I was completely unknown on how to act but when Charlotte came in and reminded me that I have nothing to do with the baby it was really unsettling.

However Charlotte is completely right because I said that the baby would not be my responsibility.

I walked out of Charlotte’s office and wandered around the warehouse like a freaking lost puppy.

I really wanna slap myself for acting this was right now.