The Confused One

Episode 3

“No Lucas no you can’t.” I answered back shocked and panicked.

“Why not, I give you a baby and that’s it then you can move on with your life.” He answered now calm and confident.

“Lucas it’s not that easy.” I said taking a deep breath and looking everywhere but his eyes.

“What it’s better than going to some bar and f*****g some random dude, at least you know me.” He said trying to reason.

“That’s the problem Lucas, I know you, you are always around, you have been around for 21 years, don’t you think it will be slightly awkward.” I said to him and he just shock his head.

“Look if you are worried someone would find out I’m the father don’t worry about that because there’s not one person who isn’t aware that we hate each other so no one would even suspect, the thought wouldn’t even cross anyone’s mind.” He chilled.

“Lucas I’ve been thinking this over and over for months I’ve thought about everything that it will take, you can’t make this decision in 5 minutes.” I tried to make his understand but he was standing his ground.

“Charlotte there’s not much to think about, you wanna raise a kid on your own, I get you pregnant and that’s it, I’m out, no one will ever know that the kid is mine, I will carry no responsibility towards the child, it’ll be your kid you take the wheel and I’ll be cool uncle Lucas.” He answered with a smile proud of his answer.

“I don’t know Lucas, why would you even do this for me?” I asked unsurely.

“It’ll be a way to make up for the pranks I played on you, the mean things I said, the times I pushed you into the pool and near caused you to drown and stuff like that you know, and as a bonus with me your kid will be damn cute.” He said, the last part full of cockiness.

I look at him from his to toe, he has sun tanned skin, deep blue eyes and dirty blond hair.

Lucas though annoying, irritating and a d**k head is pretty attractive, he looks fuel his player personality, Lucas has a mighty big list of admires and I understand why physically but every other way I hate him completely.

“Okay.” I answered feeling my mind fill with future regret.

“Nice, when do we start?” He asked and my eyes widened with the thought of what would come next.

“I’m ovulating now and for a couple of days from what the clinic told me, that’s why I was supposed to go in tomorrow already.” I told him and then felt his eyes trace my body making me uncomfortable.

“Well you have a bed in the back, I don’t have any condoms bug since I am trying to get you pregnant they won’t be necessary.” He answered and I felt my breaths get riled up.

Lucas POV

I was caught off guard when Charlotte called me down I expected to be about work so I was a bit shocked when she told me she wanted a baby.

Out of Charlie, Charlotte and me, Charlotte was always the put together one so seeing her in such a panic really made me confused, I nearly felt bad for her, I said nearly.

After going through files and files a the strangest and worse guys I’ve ever seen i thought that was the end of this and maybe Charlotte would get a puppy.

She however then proceeded to sit on the floor defeated and for the first time in my life I looked at this girl.

I saw her exhausted about a situation.

For the first time in my life I watched her and saw the emotional rollercoaster going through her.

I didn’t see the bratty girl who would really annoy the f**k out of me for just breathing too loudly, I didn’t see the girl I used as a prank tester, I didn’t see the girl who would stand up to me and my pranks and mean words.

For the first time in my life I hugged her, felt for her and spoke softly scared of hurting more than she was hurting.

I gave her different options on what she could do but none seemed to be the right option for her.

When she got up and announced she would just f**k some guy at a club my body filled with anger with the thought of some guy using her body like that.

In the moment I offered myself and for a minute I debated the idea but when Charlotte started giving me reasons on why I shouldn’t I couldn’t stop myself from giving her reasons on why I should and soon I knew myself that this would be the right decision.

I could never be responsible enough to look after a child of my own so this way I give Charlotte what she wants and she can have what her heart really desires while I have no responsibility.

I don’t know how we got there but we were standing near the bed on the back room of Charlotte’s office.

My lips attached themselves to hers and I enjoyed the softest lips I ever kissed.

My hands moved down her body feeling every bit of skin I could.

I touched her in places that had before been forbidden.

She soon stood naked before me and I felt myself harden more that I ever did before in my life.

I knew Charlotte was attractive but I always did my best to stop my body from pulling itself to the attraction.

I pushed her on the bed and after making sure she was okay and ready to keep on going I kissed her whole body leaving marks everywhere.

I kissed all the way down to her core and as she came I spread her legs and placed myself in between and pushed in.

I was confused and caught off guard when I felt how tight she was around me and how much harder i had to push in but when I looked at her eyes and saw tears I understood that I had just pushed through her hymen and took her virginity.

I shouldn’t have took her virginity, I had no right to do that and she had no right on not telling me, I should have suspected she was a virgin when I saw her being so unsure on what to do, i thought she was nervous, and what 23 year old is still a virgin.

I stayed inside her for a while trying to debate on what I would do.

When she asked me to start moving I did and after she adjusted and i got over my shock it was enjoyable and after not long she came again and I did too not long after her, spilling myself inside her.