THE ONE NIGHT STAND

IT HURTS LIKE HELL

I cant help but feel he doesnt wanna do it like hes forcing himself to do it but i had to push that feeling aside cause i know it aint real he doesnt speed up he continues at slow pace he looks at me and i can see all his emotions hidden deep in his eyes i looked away so i wouldnt get terrified i try to think of anything or something else cause even thinking about the pain makes it feel like am going to end in a coma .....i guess he saw my facial expression 

 sorry i wont make it hurt no more m sorry love......he whispers i begged him to stop but i guess his wolf wasnt going to let the big bad alpha let me go I CANT AND WONT DO THAT  he breathed in my ears jeeez  i so hate this man i hate everything about  him i even hate the moon goddess for making this animal my mate even thou ion know non bout him or his name  all i know is that he has this cute but awful ice blue eyes i wonder who else wears a mask to r**e his mate 

                                                                               i wake up trembling, like the f**k why wont this dream stop why wont this memory stop haunting me its been  three years now and i still cant get over it even my wolf has not recover fully yet......i hear a soft whimper and i look to my side where i kept my babies crib on my right side.......ASHA,ASHRON hush love its okay my voice is weak and broken.i got closer to their crib i took em oout and laid em next to mem they both wrap their tiny on my  neck hey asha hey ashron 

mama i lurr you they both said