Can The Caged Bird Sing?

Chapter 4 Nightmare

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---Evelyn's POV---

Wow.. me paired up with Justin.. who would have thought I would have gotten so lucky. He does so many charities to help out anyone in need.. he was top of all of his classes and valedictorian.. he takes care of so many things for my brother for the pack, helping him out anyway he can.. He has been in multiple battles where he has been awarded for his bravery and is starting to get his doctorate.. he is amazing in every sense of the word.. Justin is actually my oldest brother's Beta so that's a ironic coincidence. I finally find my perfect mate to take me away from here and he is such a big deal he isn't going anywhere.

I watch his head tilt at me curiously as I notice a smirk appears across his face as he gets all the way up the stairs. He is standing right in front of me as I take a couple steps back, while he takes a couple forward not breaking eye contact with me making my heart race.

What do I do now?.. What happens after this? He is obviously going to stay here so I would have to stay here..ugh.. so he can't take me away from the abuse but maybe he can help me by protecting me from it. He is so strong that I know he could do it.. and I'm his mate he would protect me right?

"Yea he is so sweet, I bet he would protect you with those big strong arm of his." Myra states getting turned on by that thought.

"You need to calm down Myra... I don't want to give him the wrong idea about us." I say back to her as she scoffs at that comment. "but he is our mate and this is what most mates do when they first meet!"

"I know but.. I don't know if I can do that.. I have never done that." I explain to her as best as I can without saying it straight out.

I watch him step closer as I keep stepping back out of straight nervousness from being in such close proximity of my crush. I keep going until I hit the wall with my back. He smirks and steps closer putting his arms on either side of my body just caging me in. He breaks our gaze to look to the side at his friends and the girls saying, "Go now!"

They scatter, all we can hear is their feet thundering down the stairs away from us.. leaving us alone. "So you're my mate huh?" He asks me staring deep into my eyes and straight into my soul. His sweet tropical scent just calms my body but only slightly because it's getting excited for other reasons now.

"Yea.. I didn't expect that." I say to him pointing at his body playfully as he stares down at me. "What are you embaressed of me?" He asks with confusion on his face obviously not understanding my joke.

"No no not at all Justin.. You're amazing I was just making a joke." I try to explain my humor to him as he let's out a half-assed chuckle. Then leaning in closer to me, shutting me up instantly as I feel my breath hitch into my throat.

"You think I'm amazing huh?" He says playfully back to me as I just smile and nod. He crashes his lips to mine without hesitation, sucking the aur straight from my lungs.. The sparks I feel with our contact is something that is I tantalizing that I never want it to stop especially with it being my first kiss. I will never want this to end. I lightly moan into his lips as he pulls me into him muscular frame, making my heart skip a beat with that one action alone.

He picks me up by my thighs and into his arms, I instinctively wrap my legs around his hips as he takes us to his bedroom. These sensations are taking over my whole body making me feel things I have never felt before.. I'm so nervous I don't know if I can do this. He takes me to his bed laying me down so gently. He breaks our kiss to maul my neck sending so many sensations up and down my body that I can't stand how good this feels.. At this rate I will easily give him everything I can offer.

"Justin.. wait I don't know if I can do this right now.. I have never done this before." I said confessing to him because I need to be honest with him, he is my mate.

"Come on Lynn..you know you want this as bad as I do.. You're my mate.. if not me then who? Is there someone else?" He asks sadly looking away.

Oh gosh I feel awful I never meant to make him feel bad. "I'm sorry Justin I'm just so nervous that's all, there is no one else." I try to explain better as he smiles down at me replying, "Don't worry baby I'll make sure to give you a night to remember." He says so sweetly to me as he starts kiss down my jawline so I tilt my head giving him more access because I really do love the tantalizing touching he is giving me.. with the sparks helping him out, he has turned irresistible.

I feel his hand trail down my stomach and slowly under my shorts playing lightly with my bean. I gasp under his touch as he kisses back up my neck and to my lips, in that same moment he starts to push his fingers inside then pulling them out of me. My body arches in pleasure before he pulls his fingers out and licks them while staring at me intensely. What is happening I'm so turned on and confused.. this is so strange for me but everything I imagined.

I watch him stand up and he pulls his pants down letting his pole stand tall. He reaches into his drawer grabbing a condom out as he slips it on and in that moment my heart starts to beat a million miles a minute, feeling as if it's going to burst out of my chest plate at any moment.. probably making me pass out at the lack of oxygen.

He gets back to me as as he gently lays down over me with his body between my legs. he takes the shorts I have on, ripping them off in one swift move, turning me on completely.. he does the same to my shirt throwing the shreds to the side.

I observe him attack my breasts and taking them into his mouth as he gently sucks them sending more sensations as I have ever felt up and down my spine. I throw my head back in pleasure. Until I feel a sharp pain shoot through my body from being penetrated. I whimper in pain as he whispers into my ear. "It's ok Lynn.. just take a deep breath in then letting it out.." He softly says to me as I do just what he has instructed. I do this a couple times until I feel him start moving his body again. He starts pulling himself out then pushing in, causing a loud moan to leave my lips in my ultimate pleasure.

He picks up his pace of the same motions as my moans get louder and louder followed by his grunts letting me know he is liking this as much as I am.

I feel the pressure building up inside of me and I don't know how to let it all out... but I think Justin does, so I continue to just go with the flow.. his hands trail all over my body as he contines to thrust more and more into me. Before I know it I'm screaming his name in pleasure as he rubs my bean while thrusting one last time, sending me over the top as I feel the most amazing sensational feeling through my whole body.

It takes my breath away but makes me feel so relaxed and tingly all over. I can feel the body hight hitting my ultimate peak that I have never felt before and never want it to stop. No wonder newly mated wolves get pregnant fast.. I think at this rate I will too!

He hits me with one last thrust as he spills his c*m inside of the condom but holding onto me for dear life.

He flops down on the bed besides me staring over at me as we both just pant then smile and laugh together. "That was amazing." I say to him softly as I watch a smile appear on his face causing me to smile because it's so infectious.

"Yes that was.. not bad." He says to me as I shake my head.. that's not the answer I was expecting.. but I understand because I'm not the most experienced person out there so maybe he has had better.

He quickly flips back over the top of my body as I feel myself getting turned on again. He takes my one hand and slowly pushing it up, then the same with my other hand until they meet straight out over my head. He puts my wrists together as he quickly cuffs them to his bed.

"What's going on Justin?!" I ask with so much panic laced through my words, because I'm not liking this. This is not ok.

"Oh Lynn.. did you really think I would want you?" He asks so spitefully as my eyebrows furrow.

"What do you mean?" I ask him sadly in more of a squeak as my heart starts to clench.. He just laughs in my face like I never thought I would ever see from him.

"I don't want you.. I'm ashamed to call you my mate.. but thanks so much for the fun night.. I'll remember taking your V-card forever.. yum." He winks at me as I hear laughing from around us as I see his friends and the girls that just left laughing at me.

"That was hard to watch Justin!" one of the girls laughs at my dispair causing my lip to quiver. I look away as I hear Cassie state, " I don't know how you made it through.. I mean look at that body disgusting."

"What the hell?! I can't believe you Justin! You're such an asshole!" Sandy screams at him as she storms over in front of me, trying to block my naked body from view.

I feel the tears dripping down my cheeks as I feel one of my tears being wiped away causing me to look up and it's my mate looking so malicious right now that it breaks my heart. "I Justin Nomis, Beta of the Full Moon Pack, reject you Evelyn Majors." He states as my heart just feels as if it's breaking completely in half. He should have just smashed it in his hands because that's how bad it hurts right now. I whimper in pain as I hear Myra crying with me as well. "This hurts so bad.. I'm so sorry Evee.. I'm so sorry.. this is all my fault and was my idea.. I'm so sorry." She says to me as I just shake my head before swallowing the lump in my throat.

I let out a deep breath I didn't even know I was holding in before stating, "I Evelyn Majors of the Full Moon Pack accept your rejection Justin Nomis... now please let me down." I say as more tears pour down my cheeks silently.

He just laughs at me as he unlocks the cuffs and I collapse to the ground. Sandy is at my side, wrapping her arms around me before lecturing him again, "I can't believe you Justin.. but she is lucky that a monster like you rejected her so she have a chance at getting a real catch and not wasting her life with an asshole like you!.. Come on Evelyn.." She puts her arms under mine to try to give me something to help me stand.. I rub my wrists as I slowly stand up still naked so I move as quickly as I can, back to the door that leads to my room. Swinging it open and running up the stairs to try to drown out the laughter from my enemies.

"You owe me for the clothes you let him rip up b*tch." Cassie states from the bottom of the stairs as she passes knowing I can hear her even with my door shut. I collapse to my floor just crying into my bed hating my life and wanting it all to end. No one deserves this torture.. my heart hurts so bad.. I wish he would have just ripped it out of my chest and killing me instead if putting me through this. I wouldn't wish this on my enemies.