19TH DAY OF JUNE
This is it. . .
When I was only just a really young girl. It frightened me to generally talk about marriage. I don't know, but I just saw it to be something that should scare me, and when I began to grow, I realized it isn't as scary as I had thought. What gave me that impression was Riggs. Riggs made marriage scary to me, and I used to hate the sound of that word, because of this day when it is going to be just one day left before my twentieth birthday. . .
No matter how much we all have tried, the 29th day of this month is here anyway. I should be so afraid right now to the point of peeing in my pants right now if I still woke up to find that this is actually the 19th day of the month and I would actually be getting married to that monster tommorow. But thanks to Dad
