Chapter X
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.Everyone is getting drunk including the birthday girl Fean.
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.RJ doesn't drink much, he just watches over Fean. Even though he doesn't admit it, it seems like he's starting to like the girl. Earlier, he was dared to kiss the girl he likes in the circle, he really wants to kiss Fean. However, he hesitates because his cousin Drake might get mad.
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So he was even more worried earlier when Fean was submerged in the water for a long time. He didn't hesitate to rescue her
He also didn't want the lifeguard to perform CPR on Fean, so he was the one who performed CPR on her. It was his first kiss with Fean and he knew that he was also Fean's first kiss.
Despite their worry, he was still amazed by the softness of Fean's lips and her fragrance, and he found her face incredibly lovely even with her eyes closed.
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.A little later, Fean excused herself to go to the restroom because she needed to pee.
"Just wait guys, I'll just pee," Fean said and left to head to the restroom. RJ followed her, worried that something might happen because she was already tipsy.
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While Fean was walking, she was already swaying. She also leaned on the wall of the resort for balance, and instead of heading to the restroom, she opened RJ and Drake's room, thinking it was the restroom. RJ quickly grabbed her wrist and dragged her to the women's restroom
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When Fean came out of the restroom, she lost her balance again. RJ approached her to support her, but they both ended up falling. RJ lay down while Fean ended up on top of him.
It was as if the world suddenly stopped and it felt like they were the only ones around. RJ gazed at Fean's gentle face, which was blushing due to the effects of alcohol. His gaze then lowered to her lips.
He wanted to kiss her, but he didn't do it because he respected her. He stood up first and helped Fean stand up.
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RJ's POV--
I already laid Fean down on their bed, took her slippers, and covered her with a blanket.
Just as I was about to turn away, she suddenly stopped me. She held both of my shoulders.
"RJ, from the moment I first saw you, I already liked you," she said in a hoarse voice.
"Go to sleep, Fean, so you can rest," I replied to her.
"When we're of the right age, if I tell you I love you, will you love me back?" she asked me.
Without me answering, she wrapped her hand around my neck and kissed my lips, and I couldn't resist because I also liked what I was feeling at that moment. I also enjoyed the collision of our lips.
I was the first to break away from that kiss.
"I'm sorry, Fean," I suddenly pushed her away.
"Are you regretting it?" she asked me in a soft voice.
"You know we're still young, and I shouldn't give you mixed signals," I replied to her.
I saw her face suddenly became sad.
"Go to sleep and get some rest," I added.
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I walked out of their room feeling guilty for what I've said. I know in myself that I like her too. I just don't want Drake to feel betrayed, his my cousin and I acknowledge as my family they're the one who's always there for me...And I will take care of the family who considers me as one of their own. Specially Drake I consider him as my best bro. I don't want to hurt him because of one girl.