Nova's POV
I didn't know which was worse. The herbal tea or how I felt. I made to keep the cup on the table beside the bed when it tipped, falling off from my grip and crashing to the floor, smashing into little pieces.
"Stupid," I cursed myself for making a mess and got off the bed to clean it when I felt goosebumps sprung up my body. That had never happened before. I pushed it to the back of my mind, and pretended it was a normal day.
But then, it came flooding into me. The cold sprung over me. But the room was warm. My hands shook, hanging at my sides, useless while my mind spun in circles.
I was hopeless, not knowing what to do and fell to my knees, the tears biting back at me while breathing felt like a punishment.
I couldn't cry. I sniffed, and closed my eyes, trying to clear m
