Ten minutes. I count the seconds. I’m numb; conflicted. I haven’t moved from my spot since Marcelo left the room. He had no right. He was right. I am selfish. But his words stung. He’d gone too far. I tug at the hairband that held my ponytail; letting the hair loose, suddenly annoyed by the pressure of the band pulling at my scalp. I hiss, getting to my feet. Why am I so affect by his words? Why should I be affected? Why shouldn’t I be affected? Breathe. I’m pacing; eying the bookshelves, the desk, the drawers, the chairs, the papers and the curtains and the floorboards and the walls; anything to get my mind off my emotions. Where is Dmitri anyways? I stomp over to the door, open it, and slam it close behind me. Andre passes the study just then; his gaze glancing my way, his express

