Don't you dare judge me cause you have no clue what I go through. Having sleeplesss nights every night. Wishing I could wake up to a new day but only to awake to face the darkness that surround me and the circle goes on and on.. its so tiring you will never imagine how bad it is. My love for money has really gotten me to hell. I wish i did something different. " I spoke tears running down my face. All I wanted was to rid of my pain. I cared less if she was listening or not, atleast I was able to say the truth to someone after a long while. I saw her wipe her own tears. " am so so sorry Fey, I wanted to be there for you but I guess am just scared of what you have become. I somehow know what you are going through casue even though i got rid of it, I still have night mares of that tadpole

