“Where are we going?” I asked him, not even bothered to look at him, because I was still embarrassed of what happened earlier. After that session in the bathroom, his beaming smile never left his face, and I feel like he was making fun of me, or I might have looked ridiculous to him. I also noticed that he kept on touching and holding me unnecessarily, specially to such an ambiguous place. It’s making me self-conscious and nervous. “There’s a place that I always wanted to visit ever since I was a kid. I was too busy training in order to be worthy of the position, that I never had my childhood… So I was thinking maybe I can go there with you.” He said while his eyes are still on the rood. “Sure..” I said while smiling secretly. Somehow, I felt special. I was smiling from ear to

