AURELIA
That kiss. I need it out of my head.
I need to stop remembering how good it felt to have his hands all over my hair and around my waist. He did one on me, I cannot even lie. I find it hard to just stop thinking back to that moment and how that initial contact caught me by surprise and how desperate I was for him to do that.
I hate that it showed though. I am not supposed to be that obvious. I cannot be that easy to read!
I toss to my left and try to keep my eyes shut as I try to think of something else to think about.
For f**k sake, why the f**k is it impossible to think about anything else for more than two seconds?
At least I am not haunted by the scene of me walking away from the main house in my underwear. That disturbs me deeply, more than I can really express!
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