AURELIA
I moan on instinct when I feel that distance being created. His warmth is gone and I miss it already. Where is he going?
I feel the need to get up and ask but then I rememeber.... There is such a thing as the need to use the bathroom, I can not make him feel like he does not have the right to use the bathroom even when he needs to just because I asked him to stay with me. It will look a lot like I am using my advantage as a victim and I do not want him to feel like I am.
A few seconds pass and I am still waiting to hear him open the door or something so I at least get an idea of what it is that he is doing in the room. I hear nothing. It is just quiet in the room and I am dying to have him return to the bed.
. Sleeping with him provided me some comfort, made me feel like I w
