KADEN I wonder if father is aware of the condition of the ceiling in this room. This is supposed to be a five star hotel room. I have nothing better to do but stare at the ceiling as Grace, or was it Gloria...places wet kisses on my neck. I am not really a fan of the sloppy mess she's leaving on my skin, but I need the time to think. I have been doing this for days and it is getting a bit too underwhelming. The girls are always the same. Same boring s**t every single time, not even a single surprise. The only reason she is here is to numb me, give me something to do because when you only have a few months left to live, there is not really a lot you can do but self distruct. My mother accused me of competing with the family curse, like I am trying to get myself killed before it

