AURELIA "What do you mean you could not do it?" I question, not sure if what he is suggesting could ever be possible. Maybe I am just misinterpreting it. "I was using her to forget about you, and I could not even f**k her." he explains, just that blatantly and I feel taken aback. Contaminated or not, I just sit on the couch before burying my face in my hands. That only lasts for a few seconds before I have to lift my face to look him in the eyes. Coupled with everything, he said earlier, it is all too overwhelming.. I do not even want to consider the fact that what he is saying is true, how could it be? I always knew that me dreaming about a specific guy that I had never ever encountered once my entire life was not normal, it was strange and to the point where they ended and moving

