Hana's Point of View
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I know he knows my body and seen it all, but still,
I'm embarassed to even wear my clothes in front of him, we even slept together day and night,
I meant by that, we spend the night sleeping and cuddling, inside this small room,
Just the two of us,
I'm waiting for atleast a second that he is going to remove his stare away from me, while I'm still hugging my towel tightly on my body, standing in front of my closet, breathing heavily and anxiously,
I caught a glimpse of him,
Then I saw him rose his eyebrows as if he's expecting me to do something for him,
I closes my eyes and sighed,
No, yesterday and today was enough, I'm tired and overrun.
He's still sitting on the bed with his towel covering his waist watching and waiting for me,
I flushed, even though he's acting like a pervert again smirking at me, when he sprawled his thigh a little,
Enough for me to see his skin,
My cheeks went hot when I remember our moment inside the shower room,
My hands held the door of the closet as I stared anywhere but him,
"What's up? Put on your clothes. The money you needed for groceries is on the dinning table, I'll be home around 7 p.m, I have work and I have a date with my girlfriend, Raine."
Marco startled me when he suddenly spoke abruptly out of nowhere,
Yeah, I remember he has a girlfriend,
That Raine is not just his girlfriend,
But his fiancee', Marco's bride to be.
Not by choice he told me, but they are under marriage contract based on company merging,
I think that's how they kept their company and wealth alive, through inheritance and marriage contracts,
How did I know? Marco told me before we settle our 3 months contract, but even if he didn't told me, It's all over the news and billboards anyways,
I have no idea, why and how did he came up to this situation, he should be dating some models and women with the same league as him,
Why me?
I'm cheap, and I'm not valuable,
He should get a quality woman for him to enjoy, not some woman like me,
"Are you going to wear you clothes or what?" I jolted when Marco rose his voice, as if he's shouting at me, but no, the room is small enough for his deep voice to be sound alarming for me .
I sighed in defeat, what do I expect? To gain any respect from this man?
I let the towel that's covering my body fell down on the floor, showing my whole nakedness, I frowned,
Remembering how old men in the entertainment bar looked at me when I was undressing in front of them, those maniac faces.
Devils.
I took a glanced at Marco if he did the same like those dirty men, but what he did made my mouth fell open,
Marco was looking away, while I stood naked in front of him,
"Hurry," he said, as he turned his body sideways, not facing me anymore.
I quickly grabbed my underwear, and wore them quickly, while my hair is still wet,
I was about to wear my white shirt when I felt Marco behind me, kneeling.
I looked down at him, and saw him grabbing the towel I dropped awhile ago,
With an empty expression, he handed me the towel, I slowly grabbed it, as I hold my towel close to my face, covering my chest and torso,
I can feel his warmth even when we're inches apart.
It's soothing,
it's so soothing that I shouldn't have to quiver whenever he's near me,
Something I never felt before with those men who played my body,
He's somewhat different, and mysterious.
I felt his warm hand grabbed my wrist, slowly removing the towel that I'm holding by my chest,
I felt his light shaved beard brushes to my skin, tickling me,
I bit my lips when he pressed his lips on my neck, it feels like a soft touch of a feather, then I felt a sharp pain after,
I gasped, it felt like it wounded me,
Marco parted his lips from my neck, I can feel his warm breathe touching on my skin making me tremble with excitement.
"Hana... I'm very sorry.." he apologized with a sincere voice. That made me looked in the mirror in front of me,
"What?" I reacted nervously, staring back at my reflection, while Marco's tall frame hovering my small body,
He stared at me in the mirror for a second, then he removed my hair that was covering my neck,
I was shocked for a second, to see how huge my bruise was,
"I bit you ,does it stings?" Marco frowned at me, with his soft voice made him sound so innocent, but I knew he did that on purpose,
He poked the bite mark he gave me, my shoulder jolted a bit from the sting,
"I'm sorry. I have been nipping your neck since last night, I got carried away, " I stood froze, tracing the edges of my bruise, as Marco walked away from me,
It's still freshly wounded, my lips curled, as I stared blankly while drying my wet hair with my towel, stopping myself from tearing up,
It's okay, it's just a scratch, let's see it that way,
Marco on the other hand, was putting on his black slacks, I could see him watching me from here,
I walked to the bed, still wearing my bra and panty on, then I layed gently on the soft sheets,
I can smell his cologne from here,
The bed squeaked and I felt the goosebumps when he grabbed my arms and turned my face from laying on the bed sideways,
He panted and I could smell his minty breath, the next thing he did made me melt,
He kissed me enough for me to feel his emotions running through me,
Marco parted his lips and leaned on my neck, I moaned when he started licking it,
His saliva dripping on my neck, easing my pain, turning it into a mere pleasure,
"Feeling better?" He panted, his grey eyes met mine, inspecting me,
I nodded in reply, that was spontaneous,
"Now, I have to go to work," he got off me, and continued dressing himself,
While I lay on the bed, staring blankly on the ceiling,
I blinked twice when I heard the door closes, I got up, wore my white shirt, and ran down by the stairs,
He stoped his pace by the door frame of the main entrance, then he glanced back at me,
His face were serious and he looked at me for a minute then he walked away closing the door behind him,
I didn't even said anything,
How stupid of me,
It was nothing, I was not about to cry for him to tend my soft side,
but he did, and he cared, even though his action were all s****l,
He cared.
That made me happy.
The next hour, I decided to go first to my friend Lucy, Marco told me that it's okay to visit someone I'm closed with, but I should be careful about telling my relationship with Marco to others who are not trustworthy,
But Lucy is trustworthy,
She was my friend from the orphanage years ago, I'm glad that I could see her again, with no hassle, unlike before in the entertainment bar, I really have to escape from the windows just to see her and talked to her,
She opened the gates for me, even though there are security guards around her mansion,
"Come!" Lucy looking so dazzling as ever grabbed my wrist and lead me inside her magnificent and flawlessly built home,
We quickly entered her mansion and sat on her couch, she inspected me slowly until she noticed and eyed the bite mark on my neck,
"Oh my gosh,Hana! What's that on your neck?" She gasped slightly covering her mouth from gawking at me,
"You know. . . My job, yeah." I nodded it off, fidgeting my fingers, feeling so uncomfortable,
Lucy knew,
She knew the next heir of the Anderson embassy took me in as his personal sexmate,
Lucy never experienced what I had experienced as a prostitute,
She was lucky enough when she got adopted by a rich family back in the orphanage when she was 17,
I was 16 back then, it was awful to see your friend getting adopted, while I stayed put until the orphanage was demolished down,
Not getting a chance to get a new family,
Lucy told me that she wasn't lucky to be with her new family, she said they only need her for something,
Since her parents couldn't have a child, they adopted one, and that's her,
She wasn't free as she thought, her parents were controlling every action she takes, she even was homeschooled,
Lucy said that her parents doesn't want to let the media know that the Mercado family adopted a foster.
It's all about the money, Hana, she said.
While we crave a decent family, we were only used for a certain purpose and it was dreadful that she was treated like a doll inside this dollhouse she's living in,
I bet Marco sees me the same way,
He only wants me for a certain gain, and maybe he thinks that I only crave for his money, as he craved for satisfaction.
"That seriously hurt, you sure he wasn't that abusive?" Lucy tapped my hands, I smiled and shake my head, "he's fine, and intimidating," I answered with a hint of laughter, inspecting Lucy's bruised hands,
"Wait," Lucy pulled away her hands and gave me a meek smile, as she stood up and grabbed her medkit,
She's in pain, and was tortured here.
I felt a heartache coming,
As I crawled my fingers on the bite mark on my neck,
Memories before Marco took me in came flashing in my mind like a memory,
"Yes, I'll take her. How much do you want?"
the man's voice who's going to take me away spoke with the manager, I could hear his echoed voice from the client's room,
I was shaking on the bed, chilling in terror, petrified when I heard what he said,
"Fine. I'll take her for only 3 months . Here." From the small gap of the door, I saw him handed the manager with a huge amount of money,
In this entertainment bar, they can't sell out women to the customer, the clients could only 'rent' us for once,
Never twice, eversince an incident happened here, when an old man raped me in the comfort room, eager to have multiple s*x with me,
That left me a serious trauma.
I saw him stood tall and muscular in front of me, he stood as if he has a position in some government or a wealthy company,
He reaches for me, the looks on his face made me quiver,
I don't know this man,
He may look handsome in other women's eyes, but it scares me on whatever his intentions taking me in.
My shoulder trembles, my tears slowly flows from my eyelids,
"Shhh.. Calm down, I'm not a bad person, I won't hurt you. " He caressed my cheeks, speaking softly to me
"W-who..Who a-are you..?" I sobbed, stammering from the fear drumming in me,
"The name is Marco Anderson. Your Sexmate." he chuckled shaking his head, he carried me in his arms that made gasp, he gave me a soft and light kiss, that slowly calms me down, and suddenly I felt like I was in another dimension, soothing me,
His strong eyes gazed upon mine, I nodded.
He carried me by his arms, he smell like a mixture of liquor and cologne then he layed me inside of his car.
He drove in the middle of the city,
City lights were flashing on our faces."What's your name?" he asked me with a serious tone.
"Hana Calista. . " I looked at him as I told him my name. Then he glanced at me for a second and smiled.
"Just call me Marco and I'll call you Hana, understood?" He complied then I nodded.
I felt a damped wet cotton on my bruise,
My attention turned to Lucy who's treating my wound, "thank you, Lucy," I smiled at her, carefully nursing me,
I'm blessed with a friend like Lucy, I know she's in pain as I am now,
But we are both surviving on our own,
"All done," Lucy clapped her hands when she putted a bandage on my neck,
I felt a relief when it's covered and treated it,
The rest of our time together was spent in talking about different stuffs, like good old times,
I left her mansion after the hours of talking and eating,
So I decided to go to the grocery store to buy some food stock for Marco and I that small house that he rented for me,
I never knew where he really lives in
Things like that, I shouldn't be putting my nose in,
Don't get me wrong, I know how to cook, the nuns in the orphanage help us learn from reading and writing, even cooking and household chores,
They told me that some skills like those could help us in the future,
And it did.
I grabbed a push cart, as my eyes savour the grocery store, looking so vibrant and busy like always,
I have so many questions running in my mind,
One of them is why did he rented me for pleasure,
Does having a beautiful, rich fianceé and a wealthy life ever satisfy him?
To even rebelled against his fortunate life?
Maybe he never was satisfied of what he had,
Maybe desperate, or even depressed,
I wouldn't know.
My phone vibrates from my pocket,
Waves of emotions came gushing in, then I read the name written on it,
Marco.
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