Chapter four
1419 Words
Valeriane
“You look like-“
I paused.
The resemblance was uncanny, I heard about him but never saw him, not once.
His eyes were striking, I didn’t cover my body, the way he stared at me sent chills down my spine.
“You know me.” He spoke with certainty. “I am Malachi, Lucian’s older brother.”
I froze.
He took a step toward me, I didn’t move, my eyes still filled with tears.
His gaze sent a sudden sensation through my body, the flashes of my recent encounter with his brother came rushing back to me.
He didn’t want me, he treated me like dirt.
I wonder how he will feel if his brother wanted me instead.
I know I’m not worthless.
“Touch me.” I breathed out.
I just needed to feel something. Someone close to me.
I took a step further toward him, and my hand softly met his.
“Please, I need to feel something.”
He looked down at my body, his gaze was enough to cause sinful thoughts to fill my mind, his hand brushed against my hip, before he leaned in
“You don’t want that.”
“You don’t know what I want, I’m a woman asking you for sex.” I gritted through my teeth.
“You are acting out of spite, and you will regret it. Believe me you would not want to do this, especially in the state you are in.”
I bit my lip
“I don’t care.” I mumbled
I knew what I wanted. Regret can come later, but right now I needed to stop this numbness, I needed something beyond the shame and insults I received from Lucian and Genevieve.
Malachi didn’t pull his hand away from my hip, instead I felt him tracing small circles around my body, causing me to close my thighs against each other, his hot breath blew against my ears.
“I know you want to touch me, you won’t be here if you didn’t want to, you could have walked out a long time ago but you didn’t.”
Malachi pulls away, while still keeping his hand on my hip, his eyes never left mine.
“Spread.” He commanded.
His eyes stayed on my face instead of my body like he wanted to see if I would obey him again. I did as he asked, spreading my thighs, I felt his hand settle between my thigh, so close to my c**t.
My breath hitched.
One brush of his finger against my panties, he froze.
I could feel my arousal begging to feel more, needing to feel his touch.
“Look at you, begging for me to touch you. How badly do you want this?” He asked. There was an amusement in his voice, like he already knew the answer before I spoke.
“Badly, I haven’t-“ I was about speaking when I stopped myself, I never had s*x with anyone, I always imagined it will be Lucian, but I guess not.
“You are a virgin aren’t you?” Malachi asked and my eyes widened in surprise
How was he able to tell? I didn’t even.
“I am not having s*x with you.”
“Because I’m a virgin.” I asked angrily, a wave of annoyance washed over me that was instantly replaced with a moan, his finger slipped through my panties.
I held on to his hand.
“This is not how I want to take you, this is not the place and we are certainly not having s*x unless you are comfortable with the rules.” He stated
Rules.
I bit my lip, suppressing the moan threatening to fall from my lips.
Malachi’s other hand found its place around my neck, his fingers showed me no mercy, I have never felt like this before.
The pleasure was nothing like I imagined it would be.
His fingers knew exactly where to touch. They knew how to make my toes curl, he leaned toward me, his lips just inches away from mine, he didn’t kiss me, he swallowed my moans.
“Do you feel that?” Malachi asked and a whimper fell out of my lips. “Shhh, I want you to hear that.”
I pressed my lips against each other, when I heard the squeaky noise of his fingers slipping through my c**t, I felt a knot forming in my stomach, when he thrust another finger and for a second I lost my mind.
“I-“
A knock sliced through the air, my eyes snapped at the door, Malachi didn’t move an inch, instead he slowed his movement, he pulled out a finger.
“Val it’s me.” Lucian’s voice cuts through my mind. “Open the door Val. We need to have a conversation.” He yelled.
My entire body locked instantly.
Panic crashed into me so hard, I could barely breathe.
My fingers dug into Malachi’s arm as I shook my head at him desperately.
Stop.
Please stop.
Malachi’s eyes stayed on me carefully, studying every reaction that crossed my face.
A dark amusement flickered through his gaze, the moment he noticed my fear.
He knew exactly what Lucian’s voice was doing to me.
Instead of stopping, his fingers moved slower, and more delicate.
I didn’t move. I should have pushed him away. I should have told Lucian I was inside.
Instead my thighs trembled around Malachi’s hand while shame burned my skin.
I covered my lips harder.
A small smirk tugged on his lips, like he was impressed by how determined I was to stay silent.
My teeth sank into my lower lip so hard I tasted blood.
A muffled sound escaped me.
Malachi’s smirk deepened instantly.
“Look at you trying so hard.” Malachi whispered into my ear. His breath brushed against my skin, warm enough to make my knee weakened.
“You want to stay quiet so badly,” He murmured. “Let’s see how long that lasts.“
My back arched instantly.
I nearly cried.
My nails scratching against his shoulders I struggled to keep the sound trapped behind my lips.
Tears gathered in my eyes from the pressure building inside of me.
“Val.” Lucian’s voice sliced through the door.
Malachi snatched my hands away from my mouth, locking my hand around his.
Fear gripped my heart.
“Shh.” He mumbled.
I bit my lips harder, my attempts to snatching my hands back failed.
Each time Lucian’s voice sounded from the other side of the door, Malachi’s fingers curled deeper inside of me.
It was intentional.
He wanted me to lose control.
His thumb pressed against my c**t, his fingers picking an even faster pace. My eyes shut following a muffled sigh.
He looked fascinated.
Like my desperation to stay silent entertained him.
Like he wanted to see exactly how far I could go before breaking apart.
The knot in my stomach tightened painfully.
I shook violently against him.
I tried to hold back.
God, I tried.
But Malachi won’t let me breathe long enough to recover.
Malachi pulled his hand out and he slipped his fingers into his mouth, licking all of it, the part that surprised me the most. He did it with so much pride, and never once did he look away from me, he kept his eyes at all times.
My body still trembled uncontrollably.
Heat burned beneath my skin while shame curled tightly in my heart.
Lucian was still outside.
And somehow that made everything worse.
“Fine I’m leaving.” Lucian’s voice cuts through my mind. “Since you want to be childish, when I’m clearly trying to fix things.”
Relief hits me so suddenly my knees nearly gave out.
Finally.
It was over.
He was gone.
My breathing came out uneven and weak.
For the first time since Lucian knocked, I thought I could finally calm down.
Malachi pulled away from me, I watched as he headed toward the door.
My heart pounded rapidly against my chest.
“What are you doing? You can’t open the door.”
Panic slammed me again.
I grabbed his wrist instantly.
“Malachi stop.”
But the look in his eyes terrified me more than the door itself.
Everything happens so fast.
Malachi ripped the door open without hesitation.
Cold air rushed into the room.
My breath stopped.
My eyes widened in shock when I saw Lucian staring at both of us.
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