THREE WEEKS LATER I tried to remain productive the last few weeks. I started attending self-defence classes at my gym with Amber while Avery and Scarlett attended spin classes together. Scarlett wanted to get into the best shape of her life so she would look killer in her wedding dress. I have also been to three more sessions with Doctor Tan. He has been helping me through my trauma and coaching me in different ways that I can be a stronger person. I really believe our sessions are helping me. I am not scared to be in my apartment alone, which is pretty regularly now considering how much time Scarlett spends with Adrian these days. I have been so focused on my mental and physical health and I am so proud of how far I have come in only a few weeks. I feel so much happier but I am also so

