Chapter 9
1075 Words
Tumakbo lang ako ng tumakbo hanggang sa napadpad ako sa may field ng school sumalampak ako sa damuhan sa may tabi ng malaking ouno sa gilid ng field
I cried my self out
"I hate you.....Psyche I hate you, I hate you!!!" sigaw ko
at nagpapadyak pa, patuloy na bumubuhos ang luha ko
"please dont hate me....." naramdaman kong may yumakap sakin sa likuran ko, naestatwa ako dahil sa lapit naming dalawa ang his hands holding my waist
"Dont touch m-me" agad ko ding sigaw ng marealize ang posisyon naming dalawa I tried to stand up but then he pulled me again at bumagsak ako sa lap niya dahil nga nakaupo kami kanina habang yakap yakap niya ako
I flinched when he tightened his hold
"bawiin mo yung sinabi mo kanina please?" nagsusumamo niyang sabi habang hinawakan ang mukha ko at hinarap ako
I looked away from his gaze but then agad niya ding hinawakan ulit at mukha ko at pinaharap sa kanya
nagbaba ako ng tingin
akala ko ba iiwasan ko siya? pero bakit parang gusto ko siyang yakapin habang nagsusumamo ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sakin
"Heart pls? Ang sakit lang dito oh?" he said while pointing to his chest
Napalunok naman ako dahil parang nasasaktan din ako dahil parang ang sakit sakit lang ng pagkakabigkas niya na para bang nasasaktan talaga siya ng sobra
"Im sorry kanina,...I-im just ,,,just j-jealous thats why I acted that way...Im so sorry...and also saying that you're flirting I did not meant it that way,, im really sorry heart can you forgive me? please?" he said those words while looking at me intently with pleading eyes
Nakatingin din ako sakanya at ang bilis ng t***k ng puso ko
traydor na puso! sigaw ko sa isip ko
Nanatili akong tahimik hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko
"If...I- ahm its okay if you dont forgive me but just dont say you hate me...." he said the caressed my face
"I forgive you" I blurted out
at nagbaba ako ng tingin
"then bawiin mo na yung sinabi mo kanina please?"
"Ano bang sinabi ko?alin doon? that I hate you?"
I said while looking at him
pagbanggit ko pa sa salitang I HATE YOU
agad na nag iba ang emosyon ng mata niya he looked hurt really, but then again naging blanko
Ngumiti siya, fake smile
"Atleast that you forgive me, right?" sabi nito sakanya
"Come on, lets go" sabi nito at inalalayan siya patayo
When he is about to walk away
"I dont hate you, it's just that mali kasi ang ginawa mo kanina kaya ko nasabi yon" sabi ko sakanya habang nakalikod siya
he stopped at his track
then suddenly hugged me
he did not say anything but then I hugged him back
Sabay kaming umuwi sa bahay
He also cooked dinner for us
but before that tinawagan ko muna si Emmy and explained what happened and kinumusta ko din kung okay na sila most especially si Keith
She said naging okay naman daw and Emmy also said na I smell something fishy with your brother sabi pa nito at bumungisngis nagpaalam nalang siya dito at dumeretso sa kusina
Umupo siya sa stool and watched Psyche cooking, seryosong seryoso ang mukha nito habang nagluluto, the way he tossed the meat, the way he chops the vegetables looks hot
gosshh what am i thinking, napapikit ako at kinutusan ko ang sarili ko
"Hey, any problem" sabi ni Psyche at lumapit
Napabaling naman ako sakanya, goshhh
Akala ko ba iiwasan mo siya Heart?!!!!
okay okay change of plans na ako
Susulitin ko nalang ang mga araw na kasama ko siya
"N-nothing" sabi ko nalang at ngumiti
He also smiled
"Malapit nang maluto yung steak, can you prepare us some drinks? while I'll set up the table" sabi nito at tumalikod
"Okay, " I said then made some fresh orange juice, and prepared also some wine
Habang kumakain kami Panay pa ang asikaso niya sakin at sermon niya, kesho daw ang payat ko kaya kailangan kong kumain ng madami, nilagyan pa niya ako ng gabundok ng kanin, busog ba busog ako after that
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We are on the living room and watching some movie
"Heart..."
"Yeah?" sabi ko habang nakasandal sa balikat niya
"What if....hindi pala tayo totoong magkapatid?" tanong nito then he faced me, I also faced him
"What do you mean?" tanong ko pabalik but I kinda felt something para akong masaya na kinakabahan na ewan
I also asked myself about that sometimes ...na paano kung hindi kami magkapatid? will I ever crossed path with him? makikilala ko kaya siya? paano kung hindi? and may iba siyang mahal? and hindi niya ako makikilala? that thought made my heart ached
"Thats impossible, we are twins and mom gave birth to us" sabi ko nalang sakanya at umayos ng upo
"As you say so...." sabi nalang nito at niyakap ako
"Can I kiss you?" sabi nito
I remained silent, and my heart begins racing
hindi ko alam kung pati siya naririnig ang t***k mg puso ko
He held my chin and brush his fingers to my lips
No! we are siblings!
sigaw ng utak ko
Palapit ng palapit ang mukha niya sakin
Until his lips met mine
his lips felt soft and sweet, para akong nilulutang sa ulap, Its like everything that I Can think of is him and the feel of his lips and body
He deepened the kiss by biting my lower lip and swirled his tongued in my mouth
I want to push him away but my body is saying the opposite so I grab his nape and kissed him back with the same ferocity
Hingal na hingal ako ng pakawalan niya ang labi ko, and he looked flushed and I think I am too
He attacked me again with his kisses
"Hmmp--wait--" I said between our kisses
hindi pa ako nakakabawi sa halik niya kanina, Im out of breath
I tried to push him
then he let go
"Dont you like my kisses?" he said pouting
"I like kissing you, your lips is addicting just like a drug that keeps tempting me" he said with desire in his eyes
"Ayaw mo ba? I can stop if--"
" its not that--kasi...kasi hindi na ako makahinga...halos laplapin mo na ang labi ko" nahihiyang sabi ko goshhh
He smirked
"Cause your lips is sweet, baby and I cant get enough of it.." he sweetly said the kissed me again....
-Anonymous_0423
- Writer
