His to break

Chapter 4 The Start

After my shower I throw on a t-shirt and lay down on the bed. This bed is amazing and I feel completely excited by my new life. Marcus is nothing like I expected, the job I signed up for is no longer the job I have. I just wanted my life to be mine and to go as far as I can and if working for Marcus will get me there then that is exactly what I'm going to do. How hard could working for a man that is drop dead sexy who runs a cartel be? I will just keep this professional and keep my wild thoughts about his naked body rubbing against mine to myself. As I lay here thinking about his body on mine my muscles begin to tighten and I feel my body grow wet. Damn one thought and my head goes to mush. His rough but soft hand rubbing up and down my body. His full lips kissing me and sucking on my n*****s. I can only imagine what his body looks like under his suits. His deep voice whispering dirty words in my ear while making me yearn for his hands on my body. As I lay here thinking about all of this my hand starts lowering itself down my body. I run my hand under my shirt and across my n*****s. They instantly tighten. I pinch them and feel a buzz go directly to my c**t. My lips part as I feel the want of my body calling to me. I know I wont be able to stop until I c*m. So I let my hand and mind wonder and of course it goes to Marcus how could it not. The things this man does to me even without trying. But I need to picture him without clothes. I see him kissing me and telling me everything he wants to do to my body. How he wants to touch and lick every inch of my body. I picture him kissing neck as he unbuttons my shirt, he pulls it open and he palms my breast. My n*****s instantly tighten and he leans down and takes one of the hardened buds into his mouth through my thin black bra. I start to pant and he takes that as a go ahead to do more. He stands back up and whispers in my ear that he wants to watch me come undone by his hand. He takes my shirt off and tells me to sit on the couch. As I'm sitting he leans over my body and undoes my bra. His eyes are dark with desire. That is the sexiest thing I think I've ever seen. He take my n****e back in his mouth and I feel myself getting wetter and I start to pant more. He moves his right hand down and I feel him undo my pants and slide his hand in. He starts to rub small circles around my c**t. I'm really close to cumming. My muscles tighten and I'm right on the edge. Next thing I know he bites down lightly on my n****e and shoves a finger inside me. And my body starts to convulse. I open my eyes a remember I'm alone on my bed in my own room. I cover up with the blanket and close my eyes. I instantly fall asleep after Cumming and this amazingly soft bed.

That night I dream of Marcus and all the things he will do to me. Damn even in my dreams I can't get away from him. The things this man makes me question. I'm still a virgin and have no experience with men. I have to get my head on straight and quit thinking about getting this man to take my virginity. I need to keep things professional and work towards the life I want for myself. I want my own space where I don't have to worry about being evicted and be happy. Maybe continue on with school or just get a normal job after this. But as of right now I just need to focus on helping Marcus and keeping this job going. Tomorrow I will go to Jakes house and get the rest of my stuff and talk to Jake about my new job but keep the parts about the cartel to myself. Jake will love the fact that I'm working for a super sexy boss. Speaking of my boss why does this man like to watch me eat. Its kind of weird. But oh well, I let him enjoy watching me eat. I'll whatever he asks me too as long as he keeps me employed. I don't have much of a life so no worries there. Jake is my only friend and feeding him little things about my job should be fine and well in the lines of my NDA. By the way why did I need to sign one of those? And I really need to find out how long my work contract is for and when I get paid. I need normal everyday clothes and also work clothes but I don't even know what to buy. Maybe I have ADHD because my brain even in my sleep can't seem to stay on track.

When I wake up I go to get in the shower but there is a knock at my door. I don't have any panties on and only a t-shirt, but I know it wont be Marcus so I walk to the door and open it. I was in for a shock because it was Marcus and he looks me up and down. I can see the lust take over his eyes as they darken. He starts by saying "Umm I didn't expect you to only be in a shirt I'm sorry. So I just came to let you know I will be leaving for the day and that the maids will be bringing clothes up for me. And Tony is out front to take you to your friends house to get your stuff. He will give you his number so you can call when your ready. Also don't forget you signed that NDA yesterday so don't open your mouth about things you shouldn't." "Okay thank you. Also I wont open my mouth I know what I should and shouldn't say infront of people. Thank you very much." I say with a little to much attitude but I can't help it this man rubs me in a good and bad way everytime he talks. Marcus just nods his head and walks away. God I should be embarrassed that he just seen me in a shirt but his comment just irritated me. This man knows nothing about me and already wants to have an opinion about me. Well mister I show you just the type of person I am.

After I shower I come out of my room when the maids are bringing in bags and bags of stuff into my closet. How will I ever wear all of this stuff and what will I wear it for. There are so many dresses its crazy also work clothes I assume are for the office. The maids walk out of my room without even saying a word. I start to go through the clothes and the drawers looking for something to wear that wont make Jake ask questions. As I open the drawers all I see is lingerie what the heck. Who am I going to wear this for? Instantly I think that Marcus would see me in these outfits but I know I can't. Jesus I need a break away from this house and Marcus. He is already all I can think about. I put some clothes on and walk downstairs. Tony is waiting for me outside and he opens the back door for me and says "Good morning Miss Anders. Ready to go to your friends house?" "Yes Tony. Do you need the address?" I ask. "No ma'am I already know where it is at and it will take about 30 minutes to get there. Just sit back and enjoy the ride."

And here in this car do I realize that I am in way over my head. Tony knows the way to Jake's house and I never told any one where it was. I realize that Marcus knows everything about me and I know nothing of him. When did this man ever have a chance to find all this information on me without me ever knowing. He works so efficiently and quietly and I on the other hand have to wonder and ask questions even if they are only to myself with no answers. As the time has gone, the closer we get to Jake's parents house the more unease I am feeling. Jake is the only person I've cared about besides myself. I tap on the seat that Tony is sitting in and I say "Tony take me back to the house. I'm not ready to see Jake or have to explain what is going on in my life." Tony just nods. He turns the mercades around. I don't know how I would even go about explaining where I'm working or what I even do for said employer. My life was supposed to to get easier and instead I have made it more complicated. Working for Marcus is already starting to wreck havoc on my life and now my mind. I hope I can make it working for Marcus one look at the man and my panties get wet. Granted when he opens his mouth he just infuriorates me. He's so condescending and arrogant. I look out the window as Tony drives us back to Marcus' house. I can't even put my thoughts together in a correct train of thought without just wanting to break down and cry. So I just look at every single thing as we drive. The random weeds that look like flowers imagining what they smell like. The trees as we pass by them. As we keep going I see how the scenery changing, the farther we get towards the richer side of town the more expensive the cars and shops are becoming. I would never be able to shop on this side of town or own any of these vehicles. I become more and more aware of the life I was raised into and the one I'm trying to get out of.

Marcus

Thank god Alice finally left the house. It is so hard to concentrate on anything when I just want to rip her clothes off and just bend her over any surface available. The curves on her body are still present even though she is underweight. I know she will be eating good from here on out. With Mario cooking and Sophia baking, Alice will put on weight in no time and will start filling out her clothes more like a woman should. Jesus, if I don't stop thinking about her I'm not going to get any work done. Which I need to get Alex over here and get the shipments all in order so everything will run smoothly until I can get Alice more in the hang of how my businesses work. I pull out my phone and call him. Alex answers on the second ring, "Hey boss what's up?" "I need you here in ten minutes. I only have a limited window until my new assistant comes back and she isn't completely in the loop of the business so be here asap." Marcus replies. "I will be there." Alex says and then the call ends. I walk to my office and as soon as I sit down to relax for a few minutes, my door opens and Nastasha walks in, wearing a barely there dress and six inch f**k me pumps. f**k! How the f**k am I to explain this to Alex and also hopefully I can get rid of her before Alice gets home. She walks to me and normally my d**k would respond but right now I'm as limp as a noodle. "Nastasha you can't be here right now and need to leave. I don't need you today or for the foreseeable future. I will pay you for today but you need to go." I tell her. "Oh no Marcus. I want you and your appointment was already rescheduled once this week. Now just sit back and relax and I'll take care of you." She says as she drops to her knees. Well she will find out in a moment that my d**k isn't even hard for her and it wont be getting up for her probably ever. She has already been past her expiration date but I felt bad. I push her away and say "Its time for you to go. I'm serious. Now you can either go on your own or I will call my guard to come get you and he can do what he wants with you. Do you hear me?" I grab her arm and push her to the door. "Now go! And since you can't listen I'm not paying for your wasted drive here."

Just then my phone goes off and its a message from Tony. It says " We're on our way back. Alice didn't even make it to her friends before deciding she didn't want to go in. What should I do?" I quickly reply back telling him to take her shopping and to keep her occupied for a while that Alex is coming over to discuss business and Nastasha was just here and I'm busy. I don't get a response right away so I know he is doing what I told him. Danny came in and grab Nastasha and sent her on her way just as Alex walked in. f**k it I know its early but I go to the liquor stand and pour myself a couple fingers of whiskey. I down the first glass and fill it up again. Alex just gives me a look but sits down waiting for me. "So we have some shipments of cocaine coming in soon and we need to make arrangements to get it past the border and up here to distribute. How is the new warehouse coming along?" I ask. Alex says "The warehouse should be ready in a few days. It got postponed because the cops came snooping around. We scared them off and paid the others to make sure none come near it in the future. Now if we can we need to lay low when it comes to the feds." "What is going on with the feds that we need to lay low for? Nothing more has happened know one even knows who I really am and I don't draw any attention to myself. We don't have anything to worry about." "Do you not find it ironic that were being watched and now you have a new assistant? Have you even done any looking into her?" He snaps back. "Antonio did a deep back ground search and we even did some looking around too since we didn't find anything on her.. Her mom is a drug addict who was gone more often then she was home. Alice spent most of her time alone in some bad parts of town and with her friend Jake. We looked into everyone she was in contact with." I reply. "Also don't question me again." "Lets get these plans nailed down so we don't have to stress until the shipments arrive. You will go meet the truck at the border and the drivers will follow you up to the warehouse. I will be there waiting with the women to break the inventory down and package it for distribution. I will get the exact time and dates from the Mexico side of things tomorrow. Then we will go from there. Got it?" I tell Alex. "Okay sounds like a plan if any hiccups happen we will work them out. Let's just get these shipments in since were trying a new route." Alex says. He stands up to leave right as the front door opens. I already know who it is. Alice is home. I didn't want her to meet Alex yet until we established some ground rules. She knocks on the office door. "Come in, no need to be shy. This is my second in command Alex. He will be with us in the future for some business we attend too." She just stares at him. Alex reaches his hand out and she puts hers in his and Alex brings it up to his mouth to kiss the back. I growl. What the f**k I think to myself. Alice isn't my property but I sure as hell don't want Alex getting any ideas. They both turn to me. "Nice to meet you Alice. I'll wait for your call boss." He walks out.

Alice turns to me, "I'm not some charity case or some w***e you can buy. I don't need you to buy me things or send me out shopping so you can handle whatever business you need to. I'm a grown woman and I can handle more than you think. Now I understand why that was a little awkward, but you don't get to growl at men who pay attention to me. You only said we couldn't have a relationship because I'm your employee. Not that I'm interested in men right now I have plenty on my plate as it is." I start "Alice I may not have a relationship with you but my men will not have you either. You are not to interact with them unless necessary. Now you look beautiful today. I hope you were able to get some clothes you like. I will take it from your pay if your so dead set on me not paying for it. Granted I'm sure you are aware of the cost of the stores you shopped in. Consider it a f*****g gift and move on." She turns back around and I see the look on her face. She was mad and upset all at the same time. I knew what I said may have offended her but it wasn't intentional. But I wont go back on what I said, I don't apologize for anything that's who I am. I reach out for her hand and instead she looks at me and scoffs. "f**k you Marcus!" and she walks off.