the first time when we start to be closer to each other
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as i said it's was the first time when i be close to him and know that iam the first girl met his family i spent some time with them we introduced and after i staid me and him both of us we kept talking but inside me i was asking myself why he didn't try to kiss or touch me why why ... untill my time for going come and he shared the way with me until i met my sister beside school and we went back home and we kept like that everyday being closer more i start holding his hand at school and inside the class under table we had a really love time sometimes we kiss each other actually i don't know how i can explain my feelings i felt like i have fire inside me want him to touch me more and don't move his hand want to kiss him and hug him more and for a long time and students and his friends they know that we are a couple but we deny cause he don't want my family to know and let me have a trouble so he start care of me i feel like im a baby beside her father alway share the way with whatever if we have a completely different directions while i get home we i go to garden we talk for many hours on the phone while the weather start being cold he shout on me to go inside he care of my health and everything about me , every night we share video calls or normal calls and pictures with each other untill i we start dont bear staying away from each other while we wake up we talk we meet before go to school he makes a breakfast for me and he know that i don't eat in morning but in the same time i cant say no to him he was a really care off me he gives me a hope for living untill one day mom wants divorce and she went from home brother went also so me and sister and still at home dad wasn't care of us and i had one more time a really big responsability im still study i don't have work i have baccalaureate so how i can face all that i talked to my boyfriend he keeps telling me don't worry we will face that and that's true everyday he brings me and my sister to eat in somewhere he was protecting us no body could annoy us or touch us only by his eyes because they know that im his wife not only girlfriend so we kept like that we fight together every night when dad loose his control and shout on me i was so afraid but issam keeps calling me and talk to me until i sleep his voice let me feel that im safe let me relax specially when he told me im here ur love beside you i will never let anyone hurts you everything will be ok and he tell me just close your eyes and think about what i tell you listen only to my voice and we keep dreaming together until i fall in sleep and while i wake i go early from home bring my sis to scholl and go to meet him cause i need his hugs while he hold my hand i feel like i have the world i forget everything and we spent our days like that in bad and good moments we had exam's he tried to help me in study but my mind couldn't hold anything more i want only to be beside him he success and i filed and Summer come i cant go out to meet him we stay like that for 5 months only at phone he start in science university it's beside my home and im also in technically school but we met oy if i have a dentist we stay 3 hours together but only sometimes untill one day i start hear some many worse things let me start to be confused and afraaaid too much
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