ANGEL' POV
SHE entered the young man's condo unit and she looked around every corner. When you enter inside this unit, you will immediately feel sadness, sadness when you live here that is delivered by the arrangement of its Condo unit.
Why it seems, so sad here.
It is as if it will live in darkness and sadness because there is almost no life around it. It's as if its life color has been dead for a long time and it's being consumed. Because you will only see three colors on the entire sheet of this unit.
Black, gray and chocolate colors that are lifeless indicate sadness. Every curtain is grey, the sofas, chairs and tables are chocolate while the appliances are black. The unit is also very dark, maybe that's normal if you think about it because the sun has set and the sky is dark.
Only the light of the moon serves as the light of the world. But now the world has technology, there is a light bulb that serves as light in homes and there is also a light bulb here but you can still see the sadness in the light bulb as if it wants to give up on giving light.
Everyone in the world feels sadness, and she's one of them, but she feels that the sadness Daem hiding behind every hypocritical smile is more intense and painful. It's as if she wants to empathize with his and relieve the pain he feels but she can't do that because she can't relieve the pain and sadness she's going through.
The only thing she could do was accompany him in the times he needed someone to talk to like her.
❝Black, Brown, Gray are my favorite colors,❞ he said, when she was noticed looking all around his condo unit.
❝And the color of my life,❞ he said softly, but it still didn't escape his hearing.
He sat next to her but there was still a little gap between them, a gap as if they were about to meet.
❝My favorite color is all light colors,❞ he said.
Angel likes light colors because its color with life brings life and gives beauty to his surroundings. He also likes flowers so it is only natural that he will be attracted to colorful ones, such as colorful flowers.
❝We are different, because I don't like light colors because they also fade.❞ she said.
This is also true, the beauty of colorful flowers often fades. But even so, the traces of giving life and beauty will not be lost.
Different but compatible, who said it's impossible? That people who are different can be together, sometimes different can also be a perfect match.
Meanwhile, the other's point of view---When it's have a difference, it's will not match---let's admit it when there's a difference it's not right.
Does the ugly match the beautiful? Not because it will only be insulted by the beautiful.
Will the Poor suit the Rich? Not because only the rich will underestimate it.
In this world it is difficult for two different people to be together, because there are many judgmental people in this world who will separate and destroy their union.
He took a cigarette case from the table. She saw the warning on the cigarette box that it was bad because it could affect your lungs and above all you could get cancer. But he knew that a person like Daem would have no hesitation, as if he had tasted every hardship in the world, so he would have no hesitation in tomorrow as if it had been a long time.
Daem lit a stick of cigarette with a lighter, then put it in his mouth and exhaled a smoke that smelled bad.
Angel could smell the stench of cigarettes because he was right next to her but he had no choice but to endure it.
❝Let's wait one more hour, we can talk,❞suggested.
It again exhaled thick smoke and smelled bad, maybe because she was not used to the smell of cigarettes so it just had that effect on her.
❝Do you want to try?❞ he offered her.
In her whole life she has never held or smoked a cigarette so she thought first, if she wants to try it? But can someone like her who has lost her way and is lured by a handsome man to try it, think twice.
Angel shook her head at this as a sign that she was still able to refuse the offer of the handsome young man at her side.
❝I don't smoke and I don't know how to use cigarettes,❞ she refused.
But it seems that this young man has no intention of giving up on convincing her to try smoking.
❝I can teach you, besides it's nicer to talk while smoking.❞ this attracted him.
Will she be attracted? When the handsome young man in front of her did something he knew could harm her. He smiled at her as if to say don't be afraid to try to make mistakes in a world full of mistakes.
❝It's not that bad to learn something bad, that's will give you a lesson, that will make you a better person.❞ this is meaningful advice.
His right don't be scared to do something wrong that will make you a better version of yourself.
With every mistake, it will leave a lesson in our minds that we can use to improve ourselves. Angel took a deep breath as if he was ready to make a mistake.
I should not be scared to do something wrong, I should try it.