It’s Magical Thinking with capital letters, in blinking neon lights. It’s a theory that goes like this: Maybe I’m not the only one who thinks my dead husband has returned to me in the body of another man. 24 “Megan? Your face is all funny. You need some water or somethin’?” Coop is concerned. He should be, because I’m about two seconds away from a full-blown meltdown. The words Theo wrote me appear in my mind like vapor, as if breathed there by a ghost. What I’d have to say if we talked about the problem wouldn’t be romantic, or funny. It would be scary as hell. And let’s not forget this award-winning mind f**k: How can you remember someone you’ve never met? My mental illness supplies a smug answer: Because you knew them in another life. “I have to go now.” I rise unsteadily to my

