The proposal day 😍
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This week is a valentine week and specifically today is proposal day and I confessed my feelings to my love..
I didn’t specifically mean to tell on this day, but today’s time favoured me, because her friend’s Gang were not with her, that was a super good time, and there was a birthday celebration in our class, so my friends asked her to join, she joined us, after celebrating, I told her that I need to speak to her, she asked me to tell, but I don’t know where the hell my confidence went, I started shivering, literally shivering, my hands started to sweat, my adrenaline got increased and brain is overpowering my heart with its hormones, after all, love is a hormonal thing right??, I experienced it, when I looked at her, she was flourishing with her cute white top and Jean and her hair went upto her shoulder, long but not too long, it was quite a good height, I never knew I’ll describe any girl like this in my life after my previous breakup, because I’m not the guy who date people whenever I wish randomly, but she’s something special, so I decided to be a part of her And make her more special, seriously Aaron ??, what happened to you?, I asked me at that moment, then we both took a walk around our campus, we started walking and walking, and she asked me about what I was thought of saying, still, with underconfidence, I couldn’t speak up, but suddenly she got tensed and said, “ if your not gonna tell,I’m leaving”,
with a little confidence I said, “Esreen, I always wanted to tell this, but I never got a chance to express, I fear that if I couldn’t tell today,I won’t get another chance so…,I love you, I know it’s a no, but just wanna tell”
After telling that to her,I looked up to see her reaction,her eyes met mines, we was just struck with an eye contact,still now I couldn’t believe it but that moment was beautiful,very beautiful,if I didn’t tell it, I would have missed it, then coming back to normal, she gave me a heart attack,yah!!,it was a sudden heart break, I never expected it,
She said, “sorry Aaron, I’m in love with someone else,”
My mind was like, what the hell, I couldn’t believe, I thought she never had a boyfriend, but how does this happened ??? And when ??
I try to ask her but I don’t want to, but I just said, “ okay, Esreen, no problem, but I never knew that you had a boyfriend,but you seemed like you had none, I should have thought twice before saying, it’s okay!!!, see you”
I can’t stay there even for a sec, I came very distant from her, It felt like my heart aches forever, I’m not fit for this relationship stuffs
Esreen went to her room and told her mom what had happened, but before she could finish it, her mom said,
“Esreen, if you think he’s the right one,go for it,we support your decision, we just need you to be happy,” and she said okay mom.
And days continued like that, whenever I see her, I couldn’t forget that day, a walk with her, I wished it would be forever in my life but it couldn’t, I try to console myself, but my poor heart is beating only for her, I know I’m being too poetic nowadays but I don’t know how to express,
It went on like that, and that one day changed my life,that day I never forget..
It was a camp in nss and we had a campfire, as all the staffs went to sleep, we decided to play truth or dare,Esreen was also there, I tried to avoid her whenever she tried to speak to me,but that night changed everything,we started the game,my friend Sakshi said,
“guys, you all knew the rules, right ?,if you choose truth,you should tell only the truth, if you don’t have dare to say the truth, choose dare, cool??, let’s start”
She spinned the bottle, it stood on me and Esreen,I was like what really??, nah!! I am not gonna play this,I stood up to leave, but my brain for the first time said to me, stay and ask her, it was all repeating in my head, so why not??, I asked her, “Esreen, what’s your boyfriend name?”, everyone started laughing, I don’t get why they laughed, Sakshi said with her big laugh, “Aaron, you lost a nice chance man!!”
She said, “ I don’t have a boy friend”
“Oh, okay, then realising what she told, what ???, really?,Esreen?” I was so shocked and asked her
Sakshi said, “ Aaron, everyone knows that Esreen is the only single girl here, why are you being so surprised??”
I was flying to the sky, I saw her eyes, her eyes started to blush, what Aaron, Can eyes blush?, you become mad, yah mad enough to love her with all my heart ❤️
Then my alarm clock woke me, I snoozed it and went back to sleep, “Aaron wake up!!, it’s getting late” a voice woked me up,
I woke up with a realisation that it’s a dream, but not a dream which is an imaginary, and that voice was Esreeen’s my wife’s….?
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