Over Me

Chapter 4

A loud and phrensying sound covered my entire eardrums as I saw my parents and Kyle suffering from that loud noise. It almost broke my eardrum hearing it for three hours. Kyle slowly walked defacingly bound up to me. Little by little I slowly fell off the ground while my head is aching owing to the sound and my leg still hurts. My eyes suddenly got blurred as I slowly fell asleep deaerated. As I woke up I'm being locked inside the enormous room, my both hands were locked by a handcuff languishingly brittling from sorrow and pain. I was alone hardly breathing, crying hard, and can't speak. During all those afflictedness I was able to escape as my world seemed to run around. The room was covered by white, box-shaped, and all sides are equal. While I'm talking through my brain my voice was echoing. My parents and Kyle were not here... It's all my fault. No one literally can help me except myself. I need to find my parents, it was so wrong to lose hope. I need to escape. I closed my eyes that time and thought about whatever can make me strong. I remembered all things slowly. Started when we moved here to Thailand. Rija was whispering, she scared me all the time. That time she hugged me, it feels like butterflies on my stomach, it warmth's me up, she was like a heater. That time we're playing in my room while doing my projects, she's helping me every day. That time when she saved me from falling through stairs, she was my savior until then. Those moments when she reads stories for me to sleep... Sing along with me with her angel voice, I was able to style her blond hair. Putting lipstick on the loser's face when playing cards. Those laughs... Those charmwise smiles... I can feel it again... If I'll come with her. But no!. My world seemed to stop as I heard her softly crying, "they choose you over me!" I got hooked hearing her shouting at me caused me goosebumps and made me wake up and stand. My eyesight was blurry, my world was spinning around so fast. All sounds are fading, I suddenly closed my eyes and opened them once again, it still moving, so many lights, I heard them but their voice was fading, I can't move. Is it was just a dream? Because of tiredness, I closed my eyes again. I just saw a hint of light, fading, it's all fading. What's happening? The only thing that I can ask. I think it's an hour ago since I woke up, I was in a room that looks like a hospital, I'm wearing a white dress, it's hard to move as my body feels flogged. I still tried to stand, I have dextrose so I pulled it out from the side and used it as a Crutch, and carefully walked bound to the door. I'm not even walking towards, someone opened the door. He's a tall and white man, has blond hair, and looks like an American. He wears a grey hoody paired with black pants and sneakers.

"W~who are you?" I strumiprivously asked.

He chuckled a while and gave a the plastic with food inside as I smelled. I think it was only a porridge.

"That's the only food you can eat," he said and raised the plastic once again.

"Are you deaf?" He asked.

He walked bound to the table beside the bed and put the plastic ate the top of the table.

"Sit here you need to eat," he said once again and I'm still staring at him confusedly. He's not Kyle, so far from kyle.

He put the porridge in the cup and arranged the food. He walked again towards me and grabbed my hand and the stand of the dextrose.

He smiled and say "thank god you woke up"

"Who are you?" As I asked once again.

"Can't you remember me?" He asked back and made me sit on the bed.

"I was your favorite cousin" he chuckled and pointed to my nose.

"Kyle was so worried, I bet you don't know that..." He walked through the window and opened the curtain.

"You're back in the US" he turned to me and put his both hands to his waist and smiled once again.

In the US? I was here in us?! But wait.

"Why are you not speaking?!" He asked loudly. "Do you want me to call them?" He followed.

He walked again towards me and grabbed the bowl with porridge, he scooped one spoon and point it at me. He waited a while and sigh. So I quickly ate the porridge at the spoon.

"Good girl" as he messed my hair.

"Clyde?" I speak

"Hmm," he raised his eyebrows and snarled his lips.

"I have so many questions" I replied with my furrowed forehead.

"What is it?" He asked.

Before I began to speak the door opened and someone entered. It was my mom carrying a basket of fruit and my dad holding a bag of something. My dad renounced the bag and ran towards me and hugged me tightly. He was crying when he first saw me alive. I can't explain how he feels like, and how I felt like. I don't know, I can't move and hot tears run down my cheeks and I cannot speak. Meanwhile, all my cousins entered the room with my aunties and uncles. They look so happy seeing me alive I saw how much joy in their eyes revealed. And lastly, the most familiar boy entered, he wears a white t-shirt printed my sister's name 'rija' and the right side of his chest and a blue jacket and not zipped with a bottom of black pants and a branded shoes. It was Kyle with his hands under the pocket of his jacket smiling at me. He slowly walked bound to me, he stopped at my front near me and put his hands out of his jacket, and hugged me tight also.

"Your sister was so happy to see how brave you are" he well said.

As I automatically hugged him back. He suddenly stood and messed my hair. He simply walked towards my mom and glanced at me before he walked to her. I can't hear what they were saying because my cousins are loud. I got confused when a fear sudden crossed his face as he breathe so deeply. He lit up his face and smiled at my mom and say something. His hand pointed a signal to my dad and Clyde as well then he quickly walked out cheerfully. Akisha my cousin roved at me and played with me with my other cousin. This feels like a happy ending. Just like a fantasy story as my sister was a ghost and she's talking to me so well. All of us were filled with joy and cheer, laughing together and also eating... I missed this from my past that feels like there's nothing to worry about. But something is missing, my face went down as I remembered... Rija...

I wanna see her grave, make her see I was alive. I don't want her to say that it was her fault, I don't want her to die with a consciencelessness feeling without even doing any mistakes. It's really good to hear her voice, say my name, and sound so sweet, coming from the lips of an angel, hearing those words makes me weak. Never wanna say goodbye. A tear began to fall from my eyes down to my cheeks.

"Chloe?" As Clyde mentioned.

"Is there something hurt?" He followed.

"N~nothing" I began to cry automatically and many hot tear dropped from my eyes. They all started to step towards me as they called my name worriedly.