50. Amelia's POV. I ran off to my room, shutting the door behind me. My knees felt weak and I held them as I slipped down slowly to the floor. When would I stop being a fool? I mean nothing to Alessandro, can't I just get that straight with? I felt like I was cursed, cursed to be unloved. I was just so pathetic and my life was full of torments upon torments. A pitiful soul, that's what I am. It's fine, I won't ask him anymore. Not any more. Fuck! I should just accept things the way they were; I'm nothing to Alessandro but his s*x toy and his c*m dump just as those girls had said. I stood up and ran my fingers through my hair, sighing. Fuck you, Alessandro. This was just the end; the end of my feelings for you. Love shouldn't be begged for; it should be something genuine, someth

