I didn't sleep.
How could I?
My Dad's words are still ringing in my ears.
You killed her.
And Elias 's place was still burned into my memory.
The cork board. Lila's face . Hidden under a hoodie like a secret .
At 2:17 am I gave up .
I told myself I was just returning his blanket.That was all.
I told myself I wasn't going to snoop
His door was unlocked.
Of course it was .The man who fought off my dad probably thought no one could hurt him .
"Elias ?" My voice sounded too loud in the quite hall.
No answer.
The place smelled like him . Clean laundry and that tea.
It was dark except for the light in the street bleeding in from the blinds.
Everything was in its place .Too in its place .
No photo's on the fridge.No mess on the counter.
Like someone lived here ,but didn't live here.
I set the blanket on the couch.
My eyes went straight to the wall.
The cord board was still there.Still covered.
I lifted the hoodie an inch.
HIT AND RUN VICTIM IDENTIFIED AS LOCAL WOMAN, 24
LILA MARTIN
My hands started shaking.
I dropped the hoodie and turned. That's when I saw it.
On his coffee table.A small bowl.Keys.
And an keychain.
Pink . Chipped.A little music note.
The air left my lungs.
Lila's keychain.The one she had on her the night she died.
The police said they never found it.
"Where did you -"
A sound.Footsteps in the hall.
Panic shot through me .I couldn't be here.Not like this.
I grabbed the keychain and shoved it in my pocket and ducked into the bathroom, closing the door as quietly as I could.
My heart was so loud , I swear he would hear it , through the door .
The front door opened . Closed.
Elias.
He didn't turn on the lights . He just walked straight to the kitchen.I heard the fridge open . Close .
Then his phone.
"Yeah," he said.His voice was low.Tired.
"I'm taking care of her, like I said I would."
A pause.
"No , she doesn't know anything. She's safe. I'm making sure of it ."
Another pause . Longer.
"I know what I did . Don't you think I know ?"
My fingers was numb around the keychain in my pocket.
Lila's keychain.
In his house.
He sighed. " I'll call you tomorrow."
The house went silent.
I counted to 60. Then to 120.
When I finally cracked the door ,he was gone .Bedroom door closed .
I ran.
Out of his house.Across the street.Onto my porch.In my house.Locked the door.
I slid to the floor .
In my hand Lila's keychain.
Cold .Real.
The man who saved me from my dad had my dead sister's keychain in a bowl on his table.