The L Word (Lust or Love)

Chapter Ten

Morning came in beautifully as both Siara and Jonathan still sleeping, cuddling with each other finding nice warm feeling through the heat body of their s*x partner. Siara opened her eyes slowly. The first thing she saw was Jonathan's firm naked chest. She found her hand in there, rubbing it slowly. She looked into his face. In there she drank his handsome features and how innocent he was while he was sleeping. Jonathan always used his serious looks on him, trying to intimidating anyone else that near him. She remembered how scared her boss, Nick, looking through Jonathan's face at their meeting that time. But no one really know how carefree Jonathan was. It was like only her know his true color, while she too found pleasure on his gorgeous body.

She sighed in satisfied as she remembered every touch he gave to her. Smiling to his parted lips while he was sleeping, she run through her little finger from his cheek to his jaw. Ran it back and forth. No one care for her like Jonathan does. He did used her only to satisfied his man need, but still he never once treated her like a piece of s**t. He cared for her, deeply. And it was driving her crazy. Since her trip from Bali, she never forgot about him. Not once a day she never thought about him and the s*x too. The feeling from her chest became more unbearable for her. It's not some kind of love she used to have for Julian, her ex s*x partner. But one thing for sure, Siara has this feeling for Jonathan. One feeling she already know it was only her to felt.

She looked to the window behind her. She know she began to slept after their reunion s*x last night. It was something she waited for two months after their last met. Then something hit her mind when she saw the morning came from window. Her eyes widened as she remembered something. She cursed silently on her mind.

"Oh, my God!" Siara exclaimed.

She abruptly got up from the bed and trying to find all her clothes. Once she found it one of her attire, she began to wear the white shirt she found. Forgetting the bra that was drop on the floor. She cursed under her breath for forgetting that one thing. But she got no time to lose as she remembered she already being late to work.

"What are you doing?" An all well known voice caught through her ears.

She shrieked and spun her body to saw the Greek God in front of her. His disheveled hair only made him more handsome to her eyes.

"Um... I'm sorry if I'm waking you up." She winced, feeling bad waking him like that.

"It's okay. But where are you going?" He asked and then yawned.

Siara picked up her panty and put it on her, "I have to go home. I'm already late for work."

He looked at her disbelief, "Work?"

"What? You forgetting the reason you came to Jakarta?" She asked and looked at him disbelief too.

"Um, nope."

"Then?"

"But I don't remembered having to work on Saturday." He answered matter of fact, "Did Mr. Brentley made you work on Saturday too?"

Siara's eyes widened, "Saturday?"

Jonathan picked his phone on his nightstand beside him and looked at it, "The last time I check, today is Saturday, so I don't have work on Saturday."

"Shit." She rubbed her temple. She looked down to the floor, hiding her blushing cheek from Jonathan's look.

"You forget today is Saturday, isn't it?" He looked at her with amused smile stretched on his lips while folded both his arms on his naked chest.

"Kind of." She muttered lowly but enough for Jonathan to heard.

He shook his head lightly while bursting into laughter. Jonathan never thought that he would found clumsiness in Siara. She always act composed and innocent to his eyes. But this morning when he felt Siara suddenly got up from the bed and scramble all her things, he felt his heart drop to his stomach. He thought she regret it came to his apartment and had the best s*x he ever had after two months without it. Not a single night he forgot about her. In those whole two months he never wanted to have s*x with other woman but Siara. So he gave out everything he had to search for her. Ordered his personal assistant, Andrew, also hired private investigator only to found her. His innocent s*x partner.

He never once felt what he had feel towards Siara. Jonathan never really cared for a woman's feeling before. True he respected woman, he even treated them well. But to him, he only wanted had a one night stand with woman before. When Siara came into the picture, her innocent brown eyes bewitching him. Made him wanted to gave all the world had in store only for her. No other woman made him feel this way except Siara.

"By the way, you look cute on my shirt." He stated, broke the silence.

Siara looked to the shirt she was wore. When she found it was white and not her blue blouse she was wore yesterday, she groaned loudly. She already felt embarrassed when she forgot today is Saturday, now wearing Jonathan's big shirt that ends at her mid-thigh only adding her embarrassment.

"To tell the truth it's a major turn on." He added.

His c**k was hardening slightly by the sight of Siara wore his shirt. Her petite form made the shirt looked huge on her but still look good to her. She gave him a gleeful smile because of his compliment, made Jonathan just want to ripped his shirt from her and took her again and again until she couldn't walk because of the soreness he gave to her.

"Siara." His demanding tone came out, made Siara shiver, "Come here."

She put her hand on both side of her hips, "What if I don't want to?"

Jonathan groaned lowly, "Siara, don't disobey me. You know I don't like the attitude."

She laughed, "But what if I don't want to, Jonathan?"

"You'll get punishment."

"Oh yeah? What kind of punishment?" She already felt excitement in her stomach and in her core. She know Jonathan's would never hurt her, physically.

Jonathan's raised one of his eyebrow, "Just come here, Siara."

She shook her head, "You have to catch me."

He cast a smirk to her, "And get the punishment?"

"It depends." She slowly walked backward to his bedroom door, "If you can catch me."

She gave him a very seductive smile before ran out from the bedroom. Jonathan laughed loudly then got up from the bed, ready to catch his goddess. He just know she was a teasing vixen. Siara could felt the excitement bubbling in her stomach. This Saturday morning is going to be a sexy morning, she thought. She just knew it will when Jonathan could caught her easily.

-*****-

"You met with him again?! Oh, my God! How many s*x did you guys have?!" Bianca shrieked in happiness.

Siara's best friend was a woman who will lighten all the sour mood she had. Her non filter mouth only made Siara love her so much. She made a promise to her this afternoon to met her in their favorite café in the evening to filled all the detail she had regarding her reunion with Jonathan while Bianca waited for her boyfriend's work shift came to an end.

Siara blushed tried to remembered how many s*x she had with Jonathan today from this morning until afternoon. Five times, she thought to herself. Jonathan was literally a s*x god. His strength and willpower was something she adore so much. His insatiable hunger for her was made her craved to have more s*x with him. Slowly he turned her into an animalistic s*x, something she wasn't proud of. But to Jonathan's eyes, again and again he said 'it was a major turn on'.

"Yeah, well, he searched me for whole two months before he found me." Siara's answered her.

"Oh, you lucky bitch." She grumbled and pouted her lips.

Siara gasped at her, "You did not just say that!"

Bianca shrugged her shoulder, "Well, not on the 'b***h' part, but you really are lucky. Any men who searching for his woman again is definitely a keeper."

"I'm not... his woman." She frown a bit by Bianca's statement.

"Well, what are you then? Friend with benefit? f**k buddy?"

She sighed, felt defeated by her best friend question, "I don't know, we've never established our relationship. We just met again you know."

"Then you need to establish it, S." Bianca poured the sugar to her coffee, "You don't want all of Julian's story is happening again, do you?"

She just fell silent when she heard that name again. Then it clicked her that she never remembered him again since he met with Jonathan two months ago. All her mind came back to the hunk s*x partner she had. It was like she really moved on from Julian. But she couldn't shake the ugly feeling she had in the pit of her stomach whenever she heard the name of Julian. She once gave her heart, body and soul to him only received that he was not into her the way she thought. She loved Julian, with all of her heart. She thought he loved her too even though he never really asked her to be his girlfriend. But she always complied whenever he wanted to have s*x with her. Then again, that was she really was to him, to satisfy his need and nothing else.

Siara felt her hand being squeezed lightly. She looked to her hand and saw Bianca's hand on top of hers. She looked up to her face and found she was frowned to her.

"You okay?" Bianca asked.

She nodded slightly, "Yeah... just..."

"Julian, right?"

"I wish I could really forget him you know? Never feeling hurt again by all of his action in the past. He really haunted me." Siara rubbed her temple.

"You will, S. I know you will." She assured her.

"It's not that simple, B. You know how much I sacrifice for him for those six months."

"Love is blind, Siara. Only then when we get hurt we woke up from all the blind we used to ignore. You're happy with Jonathan now, don't let that slip away. Before you grow a feeling for that hunk, you need to know where you guys stand. Established your relationship with Jonathan and you'll be fine." Bianca said then took a sip of her coffee.

It's too late for that, she thought when she heard Bianca said about growing a feeling towards Jonathan. She like him, she knew that. But she had to hid it well or even better, squashed that feeling instead before it was too late. Just to think about Siara love Jonathan when he just want to f****d her around made Siara shudder. She don't wanted to feeling those broken hearted again. She had enough with Julian, she doesn't need more from Jonathan.

"Siara?"

Siara eyes widened when she heard the voice that was calling her name. She remembered that voice and she fear for it. She looked to Bianca. Her best friend's face showed a surprise and anger emotion. She just know how fumed Bianca was when she saw Siara's ex s*x partner in front of her face.

Siara turned her head and looked up. She tried to forming a scowl in her face but failed miserably. One look to her ex s*x partner eyes, she knew she melt in fear once again.

"Julian...."