The L Word (Lust or Love)

Chapter Thirteen

Through the event, Nick couldn't tear his eyes from his beautiful personal assistant and how close she was with Jonathan Xavier. Even though the man was Nick's company best partner now, but he saw the man as a rival. A threat he should get rid of. He clearly couldn't denied the jealousy he had.

Jonathan made a move with his hand. His index finger made a circle through Siara'a exposed back and of course in soothing manner. Siara didn't care even though they were in public event, she didn't mind. But of course it was Nick who was mind. He saw this and his heart was in rage because Siara didn't complaint about it. She didn't attempted to deny it, in fact she enjoyed it very much. Nick know how Siara's past. How wild she was with countless man before despite her innocent behave. His boss know this because they were bestfriend through this two years of working together for God sake!

Nick developed his feeling for his personal assistant but it was like he never got the chance to told her that. Now his rival gtt even more tougher than before. When he know that Siara no longer had relationship with Julian he thought he had the chance to claimed her. But now saw her with Jonathan Xavier made him realized he was too late. But like a fool he was, he couldn't accept it. Not without effort first.

Nick poured down his fifth shots of whiskey to his throat. He sat in the corner of the bar, eyeing Siara and Jonathan. Right now his mind was buzz because of the alcohol. Not a great idea because the event was not over yet and the guests was expected him to be on his well manner.

Oh, f**k it! Nick's mind said.

Nick moved his legs slowly toward Siara with one thing on his blurry mind, claimed her as his. He ran past guests who greeted him and congratulated him. He didn't care about it anymore. His eyes, mind, heart and body only craved for one thing, it was Siara and nothing else. As he near them, he cleared his throat. They both turned their head to Nick.

"Hey, Nick. Where have you been?" Siara asked.

"Over the bar." He replied, tried not to made it sound slurry. "You enjoy it?"

Siara nodded her head, "Yeah, so much. Mr. Xavier made such a great company while you were away."

Oh, no he don't. I'm the best you have. Nick's mind said and he tried his best not to said that out loud.

"You have a great prototype, Mr. Brentley, I can see that." Jonathan's voice came between them.

"Of course. I'm the best." Nick snorted. Jonathan know Nick was not on his right mind with his answer. He was reek of alcohol but he doesn't pried it.

"I think I might buy one of your plane. Might as well become my new private jet." Jonathan said.

Nick nodded his head, "Yeah, it's a great idea. You're the CEO. Having a so damn much private jet might boost your... whatever you have."

Siara's eyes widened, "Nick..." She warned him

Jonathan chuckled, sounded dark. "It's okay, Ms. Siara. I'm sure your boss mean no harm on me."

Siara looked at Jonathan with apologize eyes. Jonathan knows this and he only replied her gaze with a genuine smile. Her eyes back to Nick who stared at her with emotion she couldn't understand. Then Nick opened his mouth.

"Mr. Xavier." He called, Jonathan averted his gaze to Nick, "Can I steal my personal assistant for a moment?"

He hesitated for a bit, he know something was not right with Nick but he can't told that right to his face.

"It won't be long, I promised." Nick assured him.

"Okay," He nodded his hand and put his hands to his pocket pants. "I have to search for my assistant as well."

"Come on, Siara." Nick ordered.

"See you later, Mr. Xavier." Siara smiled to the man

"Likewise."

Siara followed his boss passed among the crowd of guests, exited the grand hall. They made their strides to the private elevator that only leads to Nick's and Siara's office room floor. They doesn't said anything. She waited for Nick opened his mouth to said something. The tension was so thick you could cut it with a knife.

"You were close with Mr. Xavier?" Nick asked out of nowhere.

"I thought we've been through this, Nick." She sighed, "We both knew each other but it was only that, nothing more."

He snorted, "Not in my eyes."

"What do you mean?"

"Clearly you both past the first name basis. I just got a feeling."

"And I can assure you, Nick, I'm not going to jeopardize your partnership with him."

He smirked, "Oh, I'm not worried about that honestly."

"Then?"

When Nick wanted to replied her, the elevator was dinged. They arrived at their destination floor. Nick allowed Siara to came out first then he followed her. She hesitated for a bit then looked at her boss.

"To my office, there's somethig I want to show you."

She complied her boss. She walked first to Nick's room office. When both of them arrived, she expected Nick would past her to showed her something. But he didn't. Instead she heard the door was locked. Siara turned her head to looked at Nick. She confused.

"Nick?"

Without replied, Nick pulled her to his body and pushed her to his door. Siara felt shocked but she had no time to said anything because Nick claimed her mouth with force. His lips kissed her harsh. It's not like she expected it. She never had a bad thought about Nick, never once in her life. She tried to pushed his body away from her but failed. His one hand gripped her tight around her waist. Another hand cupped her back neck so her face doesn't moved away from his mouth.

"Ni...ck." She called him between their kissed

Nick doesn't care anymore. He had only one goal on his mind, even with force, he didn't care. He still kissed her even though she doesn't. Nick bit her lower lip, tried to gave him more access to her mouth. She gasped and without hesitation Nick darted his tongue to her mouth. Savoring her sweetness mouth.

"God..." He said, "You taste so good."

"Nick... Stop!" She shouted.

Nick took Siara's hand and put it above her head. With his body, he pushed her farther, grinded his c**k to her core. His mouth moved to kissed her jaw then to her neck. Nibbling and sucking on her skin. He swirling his tongue to her bare shoulder.

"Nick, please..." Siara's sobbing, tears rolled down to her cheek, "Stop this."

But he wouldn't listen. His mind was not sane. Rage and jealousy already took control of his mind and body. He finally felt her body on him. He doesn't want to let it go. He has to felt her, to felt his throbbing member inside of her.

"I want you, Siara." He said with hoarsed voice on her skin, "I want you now."

"Please, Nick! Stop!" She was shouted and writhed underneath him.

With one of his free hand while the other still caged both of her hands, Nick ripped apart her front dress. Revealing her naked breast. Through the dim light, he could saw the perfect mound of her. He dipped his head and nibbled on her n****e. Sucking the sensitive nub. She gasped, tried to run away from Nick.

Even though the sensation was good, Siara felt disgust. She never saw Nick as like this thing. She felt wanted to throw up by his touch. No one could compared it like Jonathan did. Her expectation was always like Jonathan and nothing else.

Nick moved them away from the door. He caged her body with his big, calloused hand, walked step by step to his big desk. Once again Siara was trapped, now was between Nick's body and his desk. While his tongue busy sucking and licking her both breast, one of his hand tried to unbuckle his belt and his zipper pants. Siara heard the shuffling sound.

"No, Nick no, stop this!" She screamed from her lung.

"I'm going to be inside you, Siara." He said still sucking her n****e, "I'll be gentle okay?"

Nick cupped her ass then picked her up to made her sit on his desk. He ripped her lower dress, made him saw the black lacy panty she was wore. He swore under his breath. He never saw how vulnerable Siara was under his touch. He began on his knees then kissed Siara's inner thighs. Siara's hand was now free. With all of her strength she tried to push Nick's head from near her core but he doesn't seem to budge. Her sobbing was getting louder. This was a nightmare for her. Her boss was tried to had s*x with her with force. She never thought Nick would dothat to her. He always seemed so nice to her.

"God, Siara, I always dream about this." Nick murmured softly. "I'm going to be inside you."

He rose frome his knees then situated himself. His big and aroused c**k was now sprang free from his pants. Stood proud as ever. Siara eyes widened at the sight then she shook her head, still sobbing. This is it, Nick's going to be inside of me, her mind screamed. Nick ripped apart her panty, discarded the material somewhere. He dipped his finger to her slight wet core. She gasped. Siara touched his hand, trying to moving it away from her p***y. But he didn't seemed to care. Nick once again kissed and sucking her neck. His hand now stroke his shaft, readying himself to be inside of her.

BANG BANG BANG!!

"OPEN THE DOOR!!"

Siara knew the voice. The door once again being knocked with loud bang.

"Jonathan!! Help!!!" Siara screamed loud so Jonathan could heard her.

The door was opened forcefully and stood in the doorway Jonathan, Andrew and security guard she know for a while. Jonathan eyes was reflected pure rage. He ran to them then punched Nick right in the face. He then yanked him and punched him again and again. Jonathan was angry with him. He was angry because he messed up with what was his.

"How dare you! How dare you force her!!" Jonathan roared while still punched him in the face and body.

"Jonathan." Andrew called him with stern voice.

Suddenly Jonathan stopped himself. He turned his head to looked at Andrew. The man was hugged Siara tightly. He even gave her his jacket coat. She was shivering. Even though she was cried, her eyes held so much fear from what was happened to her. He got up from stradling Nick. With hesitated moves, he came near her. He yanked her from Andrew then hugged her. He moved his hand back and forth on her back. Tried to calm her.

"Save me, Jonathan, save me please." She plead to him. Hugged him tightly.

"It's okay, Siara, you're safe. You're safe with me." Jonathan cooly calmed her down.

Jonathan heard Nick groaning. He then turned his head, still wanted to punched him till he died in his hands.

"You were lucky I didn't kill you with my bare hands." He threatened him. "Our deal is off. I'm going to retract my money from you. You can deal with the documents with Mr. Grey. Good night, Mr. Brentley."

Jonathan wasted no time to got away from there. He picked up Siara on bridal style, kept her safe in his arms. Andrew followed him behind, left Nick getting help from the security guard they came with. They made long stride to the car. Andrew helped his boss by opened the back door of the car. Jonathan scooped her on the back seat while still hugged her. She was trembled on his embrace. The tragedy scarred her to death. Then he heard Andrew jiggling with the keys.

"Andrew?"

"Yes, Mr. Xavier?"

"Take me and Siara back to my apartment."

"Yes, sir."

"And, Andrew?"

He turned his head to Jonathan not answering him.

"Stay your f*****g hands away from her. You don't get a chance to hugged her, ever again."