FINALE
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STEPHANIE
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April 5, 2005
I closed my eyes and firmly told to myself that I could totally do it. I was so scared that I was shaking. My body still hurt a little, but it was nothing compared to what I had to go through several weeks ago. I was limping, but the doctors said that it would go away after a while. All the time that I was trapped in the hospital bed, I kept thinking about how much I loved him. I wished I could make this feeling to go away, but it kept nagging me every single minute. There was not a single night that I wouldn't dream of him, his eyes, his voice. I talked to Trisha a lot lately, and I was so grateful to her for her forgiveness that I would often start crying around her. I told her about my feelings, and she just looked at me with h
