Curvy Moments

Chapter Nineteen

Kamilla p.o.v

"Today we gather for the death of Christian Naomi Marshall," The preacher said.

A stray tear fell down my cheek while I kept a straight face. I was surrounded by strangers, fake bitches, and people I haven't seen in a long ass time. Kamryn was sleep in my brother arms while My'Rhon was in Shae arms. You probably wanna know how she died, well I wanna know to because when I went to wake her up three weeks ago she didn't wake up. She laid there lifeless, pale, and not breathing.

"Right now Christian parents will come and say a few words," He said.

Me and Kobe walked up to the podium. You really couldn't see my face because of this hat my mama made me wear. It was a cold day supposed to be 30 degrees today and it's suppose to snow.

"Kamilla you can start," Kobe whispered in my ear.

I grabbed the microphone and started speaking.

"Where to begin...Christian was the most happiest little girl I ever met. She always smiled no matter what, she was happy when her sister was born and when her brother came to live with us. It breaks my heart to know that my little girl died because some parents don't give a f**k about their kids and I promised myself I wouldn't be one of those parents." Tears started rolling down my face. One. By. One. "I didn't have my mama when I was 17 she left me and my brother. They told me she was dead but it's a lie. I would never leave Christian or my other kids over some dumb shit." I know you aren't supposed to cuss at a funeral but I was mad, sad, and confused. "Before Christian went to sleep the day before she died she said mommy do you and daddy love each other and I told her yes and she said promise me one thing never ever leave each other no matter what." I wiped some tears away. "I loved Christian so much she was my very first daughter. I wanted to see the excitement on her face on her very first day of kindergarten! The excitement on her face when she got the hang of riding a bike! I wanted to see my baby girl graduate and go to college. I don't know how are why she died. When you hear that your child is dead it's like a bullet just went inside of you and all you wanna do is hold them in your arms and wish they would come back to life. My baby girl might be gone but she will never be forgotten," I said.

I wiped the rest of my tears with a tissue. I gave the microphone to Kobe.

"Christian was one of the three girls that made me happy. Even though she wasn't mines I treated her like she was mines. I loved her to death. I always spent time with her she always made me happy," He said.

Kobe stopped talking, and tears began sliding down his face. I wiped them off his face which only made me cry more. Some people were "crying," but me I was crying a damn river. We walked back to our seats. The ride to where there were burying her felt so long. I have never been so depressed.

"I'm so sorry for your loss," Kobe b***h ass mama said.

I mentally rolled my eyes.

"My baby girl will be missed," I said.

Then she hugged me. The nerve of this b***h. Shae just came up to me and said sorry and hugged me. Then it was Kane.

"Look Kamilla I'm sorry that Christian died, she seemed nice," He said.

I looked at him utterly confused. How the f**k is that the only thing he could say.

"Thanks," I mumbled .

I looked at her small casket and watched while they put it in the ground. A pair of arms wrapped around my shoulders and put their chin on my head.

"She's gone," I mumbled.

"I know just let it out," Khalid said.

I started crying more and he hugged me and I just cried against him while it snowed.