Chapter Two
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Kamilla p.o.v
"Kamilla come on," Hannah said.
I shook my head no.
"What if we get caught?" I asked.
"Were not now stop being a punk," She said.
"I'm not..." I said trailing off.
Then the two dudes came up to us.
"You and ya friend ready, H?" The taller one asked.
The other one looked at me disgusted. Who wouldn't I'm a 15 year old fat ugly girl, I put my head down.
"No she being a punk," Hannah said rolling her eyes.
Why is she acting like this? She never acts like this.
"No I'm not... I'm not trying to get caught," I said.
"If she ain't ready she ain't ready," The one who looked at me disgusted said.
"Yea cuz all she is is a fat ugly nobody," Hannah said.
Her words rang in my head. I felt the tears coming but I blinked many times and I bit my lip, I turned on my heel and started walking home.
"You ugly fat b***h don't talk to me in school!" She yelled.
I covered my ears.
Kamilla you are beautiful inside and outside out. Don't let those girls words get to you, show your curves off, feel beautiful everywhere, love your body because it's going to stick with you forever. You are a beautiful garden rose and the bullies are the weeds.
My mama words rang in my head.
"KAMILLA! KAMILLA! WAKE UP!" Araine yelled .
"Go away Araine," I said.
"No we're going to the mall," She said.
"You mean you're going to the mall," I said.
I threw my covers over me and a second later they were drawn back.
"Nope. We're going to this party tonight," She said.
I scoffed at her statement.
"You are not going to be seen with the fat b***h," I said.
"KAMILLA YOU ARE NOT FAT YOU HAVE CURVES FOR GOD SAKES! NOW GET YOUR ASS UP BEFORE I DRAG YOU OUT THIS BED!" She yelled.
I mocked her and groaned. The words just don't sound right to me beautiful, thick, curves I'm use to ugly, fat, and dirty. I got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom.
"You have an hour," She said.
I turned the water one, while it warmed up I did my face and brushed my teeth. I took a 25 minute shower, do you ever feel like the water drains all of your pain away? I put my lotion and deodorant and undergarments on. I was wearing a white t-shirt, a navy blue sweatshirt, black jeggings, navy blue converse, my leather jacket, and I put my hair in a bun.
"Come on my chocolate chip," Araine said.
I glared at her and grabbed my purse and some money, we got in her car.
"I gotta tell you something," I said.
"Tell me," She said.
"I'm pregnant," I said.
"Who's the father?" She asked.
"My daddy," I said.
"Yay I'm going to be an auntie...wait did he rape you?" She asked.
I didn't say anything, she sighed. A few minutes later we pulled up to the mall.
"Why you always gotta come to the ghetto mall?" I asked.
"Because lower prices b***h," She said.
"Cheap ass b***h," I mumbled.
"I know I'm cheap," She said.
I rolled my eyes. She grabbed my hand and dragged me to Forever 21, she knows I make all my clothes I don't like going outside I'm...anti-social.
"What about this?" She asked.
"Can't fit it," I said.
She sucked her teeth.
"You know I should've just made you make our outfits," She said.
"What a great idea," I said sarcastically.
We shopped for 2 more hours, she made me carry all of her bags.
"Araine I'm hungry we been here since 10," I said.
"True... let's take these to the car and we can come back and get something to eat," She said.
We walked back to the car, but I bumped into a wall or a person.
"You okay ma?" A person asked.
I opened my mouth, but I closed it back. I got up and dusted my clothes off.
"You okay Kamilla?" Araine asked.
I just nodded.
"Come on let's go," She said.
Araine knew if I just nodded then I wanted to go away.
"Bye fat ugly b***h," A voice said.
Me and Araine stopped in our tracks and looked at each other.
"It's her Araine," I said.
"It's that b***h Hannah?" She asked.
I nodded my head, she dropped her bags and took her earrings out. She ran over to Hannah and got in her face.
"Speak up b***h! I ain't hear you!" Araine yelled.
People were looking.
"I said bye fat ugly b***h," Hannah said.
"Oh that's what you said...well I said night night bitch." Araine said. The. she punched the s**t out of Hannah putting her to sleep. "You don't know how long I been waiting to do that your ass."
"Araine you didn't have to do that." I said.
"Yes I did you're pregnant so you can't do it, so I did it," She said.
"Well thanks," I said.
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