Curvy Moments

Chapter Eight

Kamilla p.o.v

"What did you say?" Shae and Araine asked unison.

"I said no," I said.

"Why?" Shae asked.

"I'm not ready for a relationship plus I need to focus on me and Christian and I need a job," I admitted.

Araine shook her head. I know she's disappointed and all, but I'm not ready plus I just had Christian.

"Kamilla stop trying to be "independent" you know you need Kobe," Araine said.

I was a little offended.

"Wait what you mean stop trying Kamilla can be independent if she wants not all woman depend on men. Unlike you," Shae said.

She mumbled the last part.

"I'm just saying when Kobe gets a new woman Kamilla go be jealous," Araine said.

"And is that go be you?" Shae asked .

Araine smirked.

"I already told him how I feel okay? I'm just not ready," I said.

"Take your time boo," Shae said.

Araine rolled her eyes I don't have time for her pettiness, ever since Shae started hanging with us she changed.

"I gotta go and get Christian from my grandma house I'll see y'all later," I said.

"Okay see you later," Shae said.

I left the restaurant and drove to my grandma house, I got there in a few minutes. I unlocked the door and walked in.

"Grandma!" I yelled.

"In the living room!" She yelled.

I walked in the living room and seen Christian sitting on her lap.

"Hey mommy's baby," I said as I got her.

I started kissing her cheeks.

"How was she?" I asked sitting down.

"Fine," My grandma said.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"Kamilla I know you said no to that boy and here me out you know you want that boy and I know you don't trust people on the spot, but that boy is good for you and you need to get him before somebody else does," She said.

"Grandma you want me with a thug? Grandma I'm not ready for that life style yet," I told her.

"Kamilla listen your mama never wanted you to find out but your father the man who raped you isn't your father," She said.

"Then who is?" I asked.

She got up and went to the back she came back with a picture.

"This is your mama and your daddy. He's Khalid daddy too your mama and daddy were so happy together your daddy was a drug lord your mama didn't like the life style, but she stuck by his side through thick and thin," She said.

"What happened?" I asked.

"I don't know, one day she came here crying and saying mommy I'm sorry she never told me what happened then a month later she found out she was pregnant with you it was a bittersweet moment she was happy, but she didn't want to tell your daddy," She said.

"So how did she meet Lucas?" I asked.

"They met at a carnival she came back home all happy so he wanted you to have his last name, but your mama didn't want you to have it so she gave you your daddy last name at first he was upset but he got over it," She said.

"Why didn't she never tell him?" I asked.

"She didn't have a chance to tell him she heard he got with her best friend and they had a baby on the way," She said.

"Whats his name?" I asked.

"His name is Christopher Wright" She said.

"Do you mind if I keep the picture?" I asked.

"No, not at all," She said.

"So that's why you want me to be with Kobe?" I asked.

"Yes, because you will just be like your mama in the relationship and he won't hurt you," She said.

"Grandma are you sure?" I asked.

"Kamilla I'm always sure," She said.

"Okay...I'll see you later," I said.

I hugged her and kissed her cheek. I got in the car and drove to the house I got there in a short time I unlocked the door and walked in the house, I heard grunts and moans. Wow grandma I thought you were sure. I walked in the living room and put Christian in her rocker since she was sleep. I laid on the couch and put my ear buds in and turned on Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love.

Dreamland...

"Kamilla you are beautiful inside and out. Don't let those girls words get to you, show your curves off, feel beautiful everywhere, love your body because its going to stick with you forever. You are a beautiful garden rose and the bullies are the weeds," My mama said.

She wiped the stuff off my face. I knew I shouldn't have gone to that party with Hannah I guess the 9th grade prank was on me this year.

"Mama I'm not like you I'm not beautiful I can't be strong," I said.

"Kamilla you are beautiful," She said.

"No I'm not mama! I'm not beautiful I'm ugly just like they said I'm a nobody!" I yelled.

"Kamilla stop saying that s**t! No daughter of mine will say she's fat and ugly and a nobody when she's a somebody in my eyes! Kamilla I was bullied but I didn't let that stop me baby girl that meant they were jealous of me and hated me because I was curvy and guess what curvy girls do it best," She said.

I listened to her words very carefully and she was crying through the whole thing an unknown emotion flashed through her eyes. She rarely cries so I think this is important to her she walked to the back and came with a necklace that said BEAUTIFUL in cursive it was a gold necklace.

"My mama gave this to me and her mama gave this to her and so on and now I'm giving it to you keep it in the family Kamilla give it to your daughter and there is another thing we do we come up with the names of the daughters so name her Christian Naomi and whatever her last name is," She said.

She moved my hair and put the necklace on me.

Dreamland Over...

"Kamilla wake up," A voice said shaking me.

My eyes opened and it was Kobe.

"Why were you crying?" He asked.

A sudden urge took over me and I hugged him and he laid us down and he held me and I silently cried in his chest.