38 Julian Jennifer had left. She’d left with Annie and not even looked back. I’d done this. My head felt like someone had split it in two with an ax. My stomach wasn’t doing much better. Every nerve in my body was on high alert. I was hungover as f**k. And yet, it was my heart that hurt the worst. Worst of all because I had done this to myself. I’d driven Jen to make this decision. I’d never heard her speak like she had just spoken to me. And I’d deserved every word of it. f**k. And I couldn’t even go after her. One, I shouldn’t drive right now. She had been right about that. Two, I had that f*****g breakfast with Jordan and Weston. I’d already been deeply not looking forward to it. Now, I wanted nothing less. And finally, she didn’t want me to. She’d made that clear. I had to give

