My Best Friend

Chapter three: The dream

SHAY POV

How can I make such a fool out of myself? Whole day I was hunted with the feeling of getting humiliated again.....It was almost like everyone knew what happened to me this morning .I didn't tell a sole not even Gideon and he knows everything about me.

I just got home from school so tired right now because I walked so fast. I normally walk with my group of friends Jen short for Jenna, Gideon, Kelly, Ben and Charl, but I hid from them the whole day and they will just ask too many questions like what is going on and why I am so quiet and  the list can go on and on and on. Well that's just my busy body friends or should I say my concern friends seeing that I am always tripping about something I guess they  just care but I can not deal with that right now my ego level is already on zero and I know Gideon will just give me a ear full.

I am still just so caught up about the incident with Kyle this morning I just hope I  did not ruin any chances of me ever getting a shot with him .Anyway let me go get undress and fetch me something to eat mom them will be home at 17H00.So what to put on? Did I mention I don't really like showing flesh ?so I am scratching through my drawers now looking for a long stretchy dress  that will cover up  all the parts I don't want to show off ,that's basically my whole body if I could cover my face too I would. My friends call me a nun well at least i'm not a evil one so its fine. I am that chubby shy girl in a group that don't want any unwanted attention from anyone, that will only speak to her group of friends, that would rather sit at home than go to a party with her friends and would rather spend her day reading a book than go to a mall. When my friends go out on the weekends I always stay in and just keep saying next time I will go with which never happens....my parents are very strict so I would rather be in their good books than their bad because than at least I can get something I want.

It is time to go fetch the brat .BRAT equals to .........wait for it.... ......my annoying little brother.He's nanny live just up the road from where we live.We have a normal size family house.We not rich,sometimes i wish we were but my parents do try hard so im grateful for them thats why i try to stay out of trouble for and not disapPoint them because I know they work very hard to get me and my brother through school aswell as to provide us with all our needs and food.Im just glad my dad stopped drinking when my brother was 4 yearsold because he was bad hey very bad .I use to fear him because i would get a beating for stupid things that i didnt even do but yah i guess thats how it goes in most houses around here luckily we dont make any of our private business public to our neighbours.Mom always say we dont speak out of the house,which i adhear to with pleasure but it was hard when your dad is constantly found passed out somewhere on some sidewalk thank God we dont have car otherwise he might not be here today.So dad has been semi clean for 4 years now he still drinks occasionally but he dont get all HULK on a person no more...HALLELUJAH!

I just got to the nanny .Hey there aunty i'm here to fetch Jay .He is just at the back ill quickly get him he is playing out back. Ok is all I could say back .Me and Aunty Tilla just never know what to talk about to be Frank i find her  boring don't know how she can entertain kids probably just give them chores or something or just say go play little birdies she looks very lazy but hey mom them cant afford a aftercare for my little brother so she is the next best thing and well she needs the money she's unemployed .Here they finally come ,i wonder what took them so long did they have to wash her feet before he could leave or something? Say bye to Aunty Tilla. Bye Aunty Tilla see you tomorrow .Yes baba see you tomorrow hey.

The walk home wasn't too pleasant with this child. Nothing is pleasant with this child. When he was younger he was the sweetest.. My parents f****d all that up with the constant spoiling .He believes everything is he's and well my parents don't correct him or back me up when i'm talking to him so now how will this asshole learn about what is right and wrong. But yah my time for mothering will still come i'm patiently waiting for that day not in no hurry what so ever. Is he still talking? I zoned out ,well that is my thing especially when walking with the brat .He simply just talk too much I seriously cant deal.. Dude can you shut that hole in your face "GEEEEEZ!".I can but I don't want to is he's reply...Do you want to feel my fist on your face.I seriously cant deal with this child. He has a reply to everything. Listen to he's come back this time.You know what Shay you can try but no one can touch this good-looking. Laugh my ass off like seriously who does he think he is, all I could do was laugh because what else can I do. He is so small and yet so full of himself.

Finally home...is it just me or did the walk home seem super long? Jay your food is in the microwave just warm it up okay. Okay he shouts from he's room. It is time for me to start with my homework hopefully ill be finish in time to zoom with my friends.

Shay you so beautiful....why am I hearing Kyle's voice?Shay?Yes?Who is calling me?I know damn well who is calling me but this cant be i'm still doing my homework....Holy sausage he is touching my face!Kyle Russian is touching my face! I can feel my face heating up i'm probably red like a tomato at this moment..I saw you walking up the street alone and I followed ,its not safe to walk  alone so late at night you know how things can get here but then iIsaw you trip and fall over the rock and. And you safe me, being the true gentleman you are ,thank you Kyle. You know ill always have your back Shay and I mean it. I love you Shay. And before I could say anything he's lips met mine.....and let me tell you it was far better than I ever daydreamed it would be like.Damn I didn't know i'm such a good kisser laugh out loud .I'm totally high fiveing myself in my mind right now....There it is again.....Shay! ?......... Shay!?Mom I tthink she is having a stroke or something ,she is holding her heart and it looks like she's constipated her lips are all pouted out she just looks weird! MOM! MOM!i am loosing my sister here come quick mom! Just than I got pulled out of what seemed to have been a dream .Fuck I could cry I thought i'm finally getting some action from the love of my life, my soul mate, my best friend .Just than I started crying , just tears coming down like a waterfall. Mom just kept asking what's wrong  and pulled me close and said don't worry Angel it was just a bad dream. If only she knew the only thing bad about that dream was that it was a dream. I feel so stupid now and got up and asked them to leave my room. One thing I love about my mom she's not pushy, they just got up and left my room.

Few hours later Jay came to call me apparently dinner is ready like i want to eat right now...all I want right now is Kyle next to me holding me telling me it wasn't all just a dream and we can continue where we left off .Im just going to lay on my bed now I really don't feel like doing anything.

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I must have fallen asleep because I got woken up by my alarm the next morning.I should go get ready for school not that i am in much of going to school kind of mood.I took a Quick shower,and dried my hair,let me just brush my teeth quickly and put on my shoes and uniform im not doing anything special with my hair today just keeping it straight. Lastly just some gloss and i'm ready to go.

At the breakfast table everyone was seated already...Yep my mom is a big believer in breakfast first thing in the morning as she always say and I quote "BREAKFAST IS THE MOST IMPORTANT MEAL OF YOUR DAY". Nice mom made bacon,sausages,eggs, pancakes blueberry ones my favourite ,toast and well you can choose between coffee and juice .I always choose juice i'm not much of a coffee lover.

Just finished my breakfast its time to make my way to school don't feel like being late today. A text from Gideon

Hey Shay we picking you up don't walk please and don't be stubborn for ones in your life...we worried about you-love Gideon

I text back. Okay I will wait I don't feel like walking anyway so you guys will be doing me a favour -love Shay

So I will be waiting then. Few minutes later they show up with Charl's dads car. Don't ask me what kind of car it is because believe me I might be a nerd but I know nothing about cars they just don't interest me. I got into the car greeted the squad. They greeted back and thank the Angels that are in heaven they didn't still ask too many questions and that is so not like them maybe they want me to tell them by myself but right now that's not going to happen and its not like there is  anything major wrong its just my stupid teenager problems I should just get over it. I am allowing my feelings for Kyle interfere with my relationship with  my friends ,family and school .Because of me falling asleep I didn't finish my homework and that is so not like  me. We finally arrived at school so yah let this shitty day begin.