GIDEON'S POV
I really don't know if I am doing the right thing or not. I love Shay and just want what is best for her. So I set Shay up with this friend of mine, call it a blind date but then again there is nothing blind about this date because neither of them knows about it to them ,we all just hanging out together . Well neither of them knows about it, they don't even know each other all they need to know is that we all here to have fun....LOL who am I kidding Shay and fun is not really friends.
My friend Sean is more like me .... but they do say opposites attract so who knows maybe Shay and Sean will kick it off, I really hope they do. I pray to God he don't mess this up, Shay is my best friend I care deeply for her I care about him too but he is a guy he can take care of himself, not that I'm saying Shay can't, it is just she means something more to me. Sean is what most girls describe as 'HOT' he has all the features a women desire. like one girl in my class ones said he has a bod to die for, chocolate brown skin, six-pack, brown blackish eyes,6ft2, not to sound gay or anything not that there is anything wrong with gay's but as I was saying he has those thick kiss me lips and he is smart too. He is like the whole package no wonder chicks go mad for him and he is our age.
I would like for my friend to stop sulking and that is why I believe strongly this will do her the world of good. Kyle is not the kind of guy she must anyway be going all depro about, he is not worthy of her. If I can describe Shay in two words .....it would have to be, "MARRIAGE MATERIAL". She is perfect just the way she is, she is not the most beautiful women I have ever seen but she is beautiful. She describe herself as this shy girl but this girl can hold a crowed. When we speak her voice take me to a place no friend should ever go, not my proudest moment but yah. Her dimples is super cute too and I love her eyes... When I speak about Shay its like I am seeing her right here in front of me. She deserves only the best with those thick thighs ,and sexy bum not even to talk about that virgin boobs. LOL I'm sitting here seriously day dreaming about my best friend, I'm such a p*****t, but I simply cant help myself. Truth be told I am in love with Shay. I have been in love with her since we met and I started getting to know her and well I didn't ask for the whole feelings part, it just kinda came with the package.
I'm not good enough for Shay but neither is Kyle. I would rather have her with my boy Sean than him. The plan is quite simple..... Shay and Sean fall for each other and Shay get over Kyle, not to throw my buddy under the bus or anything but he can't keep a girl. I know Shay's heart will be broken but she will find better which will be me and she will be over Kyle and Shay and I will have our happily ever after. Sean must just not ruin anything until the time is right. I didn't tell him about my plan, I don't want to sound like a jerk that is trying to get with he's best friend.
Because I didn't tell her we will each have dates tomorrow, I didn't want to spoil the surprise. Don't get me wrong I do want Shay to be happy and I know even if it is only going to be for as long Sean wants it to be I know she is going to feel happy maybe even get her first kiss. We don't always get to have our 'FIRST' with the people we want it to be but it still happens, life go's on. My arm candy is a girl called Keshia a sweetheart but we just going as friends, I told her I don't want anything serious and I want to start off as friends and we can take it from there. She was totally fine with that.... I just hope she didn't just say so to get me to take her.
Let me go sleep I took a shower already and ate so I am demolished. I am looking forward to tomorrow it couldn't have happen any sooner... I am excited I hope Shay is too, this is all for her, just hope she will wear something nice, Sean is really picky. But then again this is not about him it is about Shay.... the love I hope will be the love of my Life one day. I did ask Jen them to pick her up tomorrow with hope they will help her pick out an outfit... I don't know why I want her to impress Sean so much but I do. I will be telling a lie when I say don't care how she looks tomorrow ,I really just want my plan to succeed...Yes I can tell Shay how I feel about her, but what if she rejects me or laugh at me or something.... I really don't want to loose one of the best things in my life. Being friends with Shay makes me so happy and she fits right in with my family, my parents love her. She is the only girl I have ever brought home and she doesn't even know that. I screw around with the other girls yes but it is only to gain experience... We can't both have no experience. Anyway I must really sleep now don't want to look like a c***k head tomorrow, lol maybe just maybe she will think I look so sexy tomorrow she will jump me right there and than. Wishful thinking I know, but a guy can dream can't he. f**k this girl got me hooked.... I don't even have to sleep to dream about her. I will just close my eyes now and let sleep take over.